Kyngeslonde

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I just need to get this off my chest because my spirit is so overwhelmed. I just wish I could have died years ago before I had a husband and children because I can’t imagine dying and leaving them now, but I wish Jesus would have taken me. I suffer every day with the memories of my life and all the suffering I’ve been through. The suffering in life just never stops, and my husband hates when I talk like this so I’m alone. I don’t know who God is anymore. After my ex, before I met my husband, beat me for three years I lost a lot of faith and relationship with Jesus and trust in Him. When you’re on the ground screaming for Jesus to save you and protect you and no one comes for you. It’s hard to have that same love for God again. Now, my best friend is in an abusive relationship and won’t leave and the suffering is just welling up inside me and JESUS IS SILENT. And he’s letting him hit her like He let my ex hit me and it’s just so much suffering and I just want to scream and scream and scream to make it all stop.
 
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I just need to get this off my chest because my spirit is so overwhelmed. I just wish I could have died years ago before I had a husband and children because I can’t imagine dying and leaving them now, but I wish Jesus would have taken me. I suffer every day with the memories of my life and all the suffering I’ve been through. The suffering in life just never stops, and my husband hates when I talk like this so I’m alone. I don’t know who God is anymore. After my ex, before I met my husband, beat me for three years I lost a lot of faith and relationship with Jesus and trust in Him. When you’re on the ground screaming for Jesus to save you and protect you and no one comes for you. It’s hard to have that same love for God again. Now, my best friend is in an abusive relationship and won’t leave and the suffering is just welling up inside me and JESUS IS SILENT. And he’s letting him hit her like He let my ex hit me and it’s just so much suffering and I just want to scream and scream and scream to make it all stop.
I am praying for you. It appears as if He freed you. It may have taken longer than you wanted, but you are free. I pray that you can be healed of the trauma that you endured. I pray that God will free Your friend. Sometimes when you can not pray for yourself, others can pray for you. I pray that You will hear His Voice and See His hands in you salvation story. Sometimes we have to be freed in a way that will take and keep us free from a situation. I pray for you and with you in agreement. in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
 
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I just need to get this off my chest because my spirit is so overwhelmed. I just wish I could have died years ago before I had a husband and children because I can’t imagine dying and leaving them now, but I wish Jesus would have taken me. I suffer every day with the memories of my life and all the suffering I’ve been through. The suffering in life just never stops, and my husband hates when I talk like this so I’m alone. I don’t know who God is anymore. After my ex, before I met my husband, beat me for three years I lost a lot of faith and relationship with Jesus and trust in Him. When you’re on the ground screaming for Jesus to save you and protect you and no one comes for you. It’s hard to have that same love for God again. Now, my best friend is in an abusive relationship and won’t leave and the suffering is just welling up inside me and JESUS IS SILENT. And he’s letting him hit her like He let my ex hit me and it’s just so much suffering and I just want to scream and scream and scream to make it all stop.
I pray that God will touch you and restore your faith and will pour his blessing out on you and others who need it
 
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