Firelight
Humble Prayer Partner
Lord, I know I need to walk in faith. I know I need to. I know you have worked other miracles in my life, and I have felt the rush of joy and relief. I need proof that my abusers are gone. Even if it is just inside me. I know you took an evil man away from me before, because I felt the rush of relief and safety in the knowledge that I was free from him. And I was. I don’t know how but he was just instantly gone from my life, and I never worried about how or why. But this man and his mother have been torturing and abusing me for the last 13 years. I have been praying and trying to change my life and get help for the past year and a half, but the abuse only gets worse. Everything good that comes into my life - every time I think the corner is finally turned and I will be free, they come back more and more viscous my. It’s gotten to the point that they have nearly taken everything from me and I feel afraid and too discouraged to even pray. To even hope. Every time I think things have resolved and I can move on, they get worse. I cannot live this hell anymore, but I am powerless to stop it. Lord, I need you to intervene. To see me through. To show me your power. To show me that I am worthy of a life of my own making. That I am worthy of a life free of abuse and lies and torment. I want to feel and give love, please show it to me. Please have mercy and let me turn my life into something beautiful in your image. Please remove me from this hell.