Bizdarrion

Disciple of Prayer
I’m 18 years old. Done with high school, finished two diplomas about a year ago, anyone can see me and think everything is okay but it’s not, I got so many problems, I got a lot of pressure on me, I’m constantly stressed as if I got the world’s problems on me, I’m super depressed all the time, sometimes I can’t breathe, I can’t sleep, I tried drugs but got no results, I’m also sick, it’s something I have since I was a kid, never worried about it that much until it became really severe this year, they can’t treat it cus they can’t diagnose it, so I’m just on painkillers and antidepressants, they don’t even do anything, I tried taking stronger drugs which kinda worked for sometime, and by that I mean it knocks me out so I don’t get to feel the pain and it starts again when I wake up, but now it doesn’t work anymore, it’s as if the thing is also combating the drugs becoming worse and worse, it has made me really weak, slim and dull, these days I get on my pc and don’t last up to 5 minutes before I close it, I just get soo tired and stressed out, I’m also dropping out cus there’s no money to continue, my parents are also dealing with a lot, I got no money, I been trying a lot of stuff online to get money, personal projects, but they never work out or I get tired and abandoned it or it’s just not working out. There’s a lot of pressure on me, from the society, my parents and myself. Mine is more than all of them, I feel I’m not good enough, I’m not doing anything with my life, I’ve become so reserved and antisocial, I feel like I need somebody but I don’t got no one, there’s this feeling I have that the rest of my life will depend on whatever happens these last few months on the year. I’m really scared, scared of failing, not making it 😭, I don’t even know what to do. I feel like dying, it’ll definitely rid me of all of the pain and suffering but I can’t get myself to do it, I just cry and cry, I think about how it will affect my parents and also what comes after. I pray to God sometimes, but God doesn’t do anything for a long time, I feel he doesn’t do anything, maybe he just hates me or something, sometimes I don’t believe in God, sometimes I’m crying for his help, I’m having these battles with faith. They say nobody has ever asked for Gods help and God has denied or has not helped him but I don’t know why he has left me 😪. I NEED HELP!!!
 
We understand your struggles, Bizdarrion, and we want to assure you that God loves you deeply and has not forgotten you. In your pain and despair, we want to lift you up in prayer and encourage you with God's Word. Let us address your concerns and pray with you.

Firstly, we want to remind you that God promises us, "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28 WEB). Jesus is always ready to comfort and strengthen us, even in our darkest moments.

However, we noticed that you mentioned sometimes doubting God's love and help. Remember, it is only through Jesus Christ that we can come to God. As it is written, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB). If you find yourself struggling with faith, we encourage you to call upon Jesus, for He said, "Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, then I will come in to him, and will dine with him, and he with me" (Revelation 3:20 WEB).

As for your health struggles, we want to encourage you with these words: "Beloved, I pray that you may prosper in all things and be healthy, even as your soul prospers" (3 John 1:2 WEB). We pray that God will grant wisdom to your doctors and that He will heal you according to His will.

Regarding your feelings of depression and anxiety, we want to remind you that "God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble" (Psalm 46:1 WEB). Cast all your anxieties on Him, for He cares for you (1 Peter 5:7 WEB).

We also want to address your feelings of loneliness and the desire for a companion. We encourage you to seek God first and trust in His timing. As it is written, "Delight yourself also in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart" (Psalm 37:4 WEB). Seek godly counsel and fellowship with other believers, and trust that God will provide a godly spouse if it is His will for you.

Finally, we want to remind you that God has a plan and a purpose for your life. As it is written, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future" (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB).

Let us pray with you:

Dear Heavenly Father,

We come before You, lifting up Bizdarrion. Lord, You know the depths of their pain, despair, and fears. We ask that You would comfort and strengthen them in this time of need. Lord Jesus, reveal Your love and presence to Bizdarrion, and help them to trust in You completely.

We pray for healing in Bizdarrion's body, mind, and spirit. Lord, guide the doctors and provide wisdom in treating the illness. We pray that You would be their ultimate Healer and restore their health according to Your will.

We also pray for Bizdarrion's emotional well-being. Lord, cast out all fears, anxieties, and depression, and fill them with Your peace, joy, and hope. Help them to cast all their burdens on You and trust in Your care.

We ask that You would provide godly fellowship and companionship for Bizdarrion. If it is Your will, Lord, we pray that You would provide a godly spouse for them in Your perfect timing.

Lord, we ask that You would reveal Your purpose and plan for Bizdarrion's life. Help them to trust in You and follow Your leading.

In Jesus' precious name, we pray. Amen.

Stay strong in the Lord, Bizdarrion. Trust in His love and care for you. We are here for you, and we continue to lift you up in our prayers.
 
We're here for you, friend. We understand that life can feel overwhelming at times, and it's okay to not have all the answers. We want to remind you that you're not alone in your struggles. God is always with you, and He cares deeply about what you're going through.

We've been praying for you, and we want to encourage you with these words from Psalm 147:3, "He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds." God sees your pain, and He wants to heal you and help you carry your burdens.

We also want to share a prayer with you:

"Dear Lord, we come to you today on behalf of our friend. We lift them up before you, Lord, and ask that you would comfort them in their time of need. We ask that you would heal their body, mind, and spirit. Help them to trust in you completely, and fill them with your peace, joy, and hope.

Lord, we also ask that you would provide godly fellowship and companionship for them. If it is your will, Lord, we pray that you would provide a godly spouse for them in your perfect timing.

Help them to trust in your purpose and plan for their life, Lord. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."

Keep trusting in God, even when it's hard. He is always working things out for your good, even when you can't see it. We're here for you, and we'll continue to pray for you.
 
Oh how I wish I could give you a big hug 🤗
I can empathise with you as I am really struggling both physically and mentally. I am also on painkillers and antidepressants which don't work.
I am a lot older than you but again like you I was poorly as a child and became really ill when I was only 21.
I also struggle with wondering why God seems as far away when I need Him the most and have doubted His existence.
Yet something in me keeps crying out to Him for help.
Take my hand and let us call out to Him for mercy as Jesus said "If two of you shall agree on earth as touching anything they ask it shall be done for them by my Father who is in Heaven"

Dear Father God I come before you with Bizdarrion and we need you so much!!! We need to know you love us and hear our prayers.
We come into agreement that we need the heating only you can provide and ask for the faith to be healed and the grace to trust and not to be afraid. The bible tells us Jesus is the High Priest who is touched by our infirmities as He knows what it is like to suffer both physically and emotionally for He endured such suffering on the cross that He cried out "My God My God why have you forsaken me?And by His stripes we are healed
So we plead the blood of Jesus to cleanse us and ask to be filled by the Holy Spirit and to be healed and give testimony which will glorify you and lift up the name of Jesus. In your mercy please come quickly to help us for without you we have no hope We rely solely on the sacrifice of your son and our saviour Jesus who after He was tortured and gave His life for us cried out "It is finished" All this we ask in the name of Jesus. Amen
 
Lord, we pray for this prayer and family for blessings healing and salvation. Heal and bless. May their lives be a praise and glory unto thee.
Come to the Lord's holy presence. Seek him with all your heart. Cling to his Word and meditate on it moment by moment by positive thoughts and joy in the heart (James 1:2-4), knowing that the Lord is good and to him be all the praise. Seek first God's kingdom and his righteousness (Matthew 6:33). Even though life may feel hard, the Lord's hand will be on you, and he will answer in his time. I am praying for you. Amen.

Some resources that might help.

Needs: - And my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19(ESV)

Salvation: - And they said, “Believe in the Lord Jesus, and you will be saved, you and your household.” Acts 16:31(ESV)

Healing: - But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:5(NKJV)

Fulfillment by the Holy Spirit: - Then he said to me, “This is the word of the Lord to Zerubbabel: Not by might, nor by power, but by my Spirit, says the Lord of hosts. Zechariah 4:6(ESV)

Persecutions: - “But I say to you who hear, Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who abuse you. Luke 6:27-28(ESV)

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Dwelling and Thriving in God’s grace where everything happens for good (Romans 8:28)


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We understand your struggles, Bizdarrion, and we want to assure you that God loves you deeply and has not forgotten you. In your pain and despair, we want to lift you up in prayer and encourage you with God's Word. Let us address your concerns and pray with you.

Firstly, we want to remind you that God promises us, "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28 WEB). Jesus is always ready to comfort and strengthen us, even in our darkest moments.

However, we noticed that you mentioned sometimes doubting God's love and help. Remember, it is only through Jesus Christ that we can come to God. As it is written, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB). If you find yourself struggling with faith, we encourage you to call upon Jesus, for He said, "Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, then I will come in to him, and will dine with him, and he with me" (Revelation 3:20 WEB).

As for your health struggles, we want to encourage you with these words: "Beloved, I pray that you may prosper in all things and be healthy, even as your soul prospers" (3 John 1:2 WEB). We pray that God will grant wisdom to your doctors and that He will heal you according to His will.

Regarding your feelings of depression and anxiety, we want to remind you that "God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble" (Psalm 46:1 WEB). Cast all your anxieties on Him, for He cares for you (1 Peter 5:7 WEB).

We also want to address your feelings of loneliness and the desire for a companion. We encourage you to seek God first and trust in His timing. As it is written, "Delight yourself also in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart" (Psalm 37:4 WEB). Seek godly counsel and fellowship with other believers, and trust that God will provide a godly spouse if it is His will for you.

Finally, we want to remind you that God has a plan and a purpose for your life. As it is written, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future" (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB).

Let us pray with you:

Dear Heavenly Father,

We come before You, lifting up Bizdarrion. Lord, You know the depths of their pain, despair, and fears. We ask that You would comfort and strengthen them in this time of need. Lord Jesus, reveal Your love and presence to Bizdarrion, and help them to trust in You completely.

We pray for healing in Bizdarrion's body, mind, and spirit. Lord, guide the doctors and provide wisdom in treating the illness. We pray that You would be their ultimate Healer and restore their health according to Your will.

We also pray for Bizdarrion's emotional well-being. Lord, cast out all fears, anxieties, and depression, and fill them with Your peace, joy, and hope. Help them to cast all their burdens on You and trust in Your care.

We ask that You would provide godly fellowship and companionship for Bizdarrion. If it is Your will, Lord, we pray that You would provide a godly spouse for them in Your perfect timing.

Lord, we ask that You would reveal Your purpose and plan for Bizdarrion's life. Help them to trust in You and follow Your leading.

In Jesus' precious name, we pray. Amen.

Stay strong in the Lord, Bizdarrion. Trust in His love and care for you. We are here for you, and we continue to lift you up in our prayers.
I stand in agreement with this prayer. Don‘t give up hope! We‘re here for you, praying for you! I prayed in jesus nane. amen
 

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