Vaika
Disciple of Prayer
I joined this family yesterday. I came across it after I came to the internet for help.. I am aged 31 and a single mother to a 4 year old. Things have been so hard and rough for me but I am used. Seeing my 4year old go to bed hungry was eating me up. I am in an environment where if you go to another person seeking for help they will laugh and mock you. You will be the topic in the community. I am at a stage I am fighting suicidal thoughts. I wanted to poison me and my daughter so we sleep forever. Yesterday I came across this site and I feel at peace. I feel at home. Thank you for this. My request now is to help my spiritual growth . I am shamed to say at 31 I don't even know how to pray. All along I thought God has favorites and I am not among them. Please whoever can help me I have nothing much to say but please may God allow u to hear my heart