Raeharfar
Disciple of Prayer
I joined NSPPD last year but became serious in November, 2023 because I have an immigration difficulty that is eating me up. I have prayed, fasted, sowed, and even received my word four times. I am sure those words were mine because I prayed to God to give me a word through Pastor ###. I have exercised my faith by thanking God for my job offer and for reversing the immigration difficulty but I am still receiving unfortunate mails that my applications were unsuccessful or they have a preferred candidate. This challenge has lingered for long and I have asked God that if truly he gave me his word, why am I still experiencing delays and disappointments. This challenge is beginning to give me doubts, the situation is questioning the existence of my God because how will I receive my word and I will still get disappointed, how do I write this challenge down with dates and pray every morning and the dates will come and pass and the challenge will still be staring me in the eye. Maybe, this is not a battle I need to fight alone. That is why I decided to ask this family of mine to help me with prayers. I don't want this challenge again in my life. I don't want it to delay any further.