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I humbly ask everyone to please pray with me. I need your strong faith as I lift my prayers to God. Please, let Him know that I am so sorry for not trusting Him fully. That I am so sorry for not listening to Him and for not obeying what He told me to do. I'm so sorry for giving in to my fears and doubts.
More than 2 years ago, God answered all my questions about everything. I asked him to take my life if there's no purpose of me living. I even dared Him and asked dangerous questions, just for Him to answer me. And He did. I never got my answers as to why He created the world then created man that He knew beforehand that will sin against Him and knew that He's going to send Jesus to deliver us, knew that not everyone will choose Him yet still proceeded in creating, but when I met this man more than 2 years ago without my heart and my mind knowing it at first, God answered me. He proceeded in creating this delightfully chaotic world so that I can love this man and experience Him. I asked him for the one for me to have a name with an "ae" in it. I was hoping for a Gaebriel or a Haeniel, but more hopeful for Him to take me because I was at the lowest point of my life.But He gave me hope, He gave me my purpose, He gave me His answer, He gave me a Daeniel.
I love him, because God told me to love him. Though I know, it's still not the kind of love that is fully, I love him with all pieces of me.
But situations went against His promise. And the uncertainty of what he truly feels for me. And because of those, I became more fearful of the situations than with God, more doubtful to His Words than to evil whispers. I always asked Him for signs, because most of the times, I succumbed to my fears and doubts. but I am grateful that He never lost His patience with me. And all those signs that I asked, it all came true. It was those signs that helped me kept on waiting, for more than 2 years now. I know I should be more sure by now, but it was this great fear of mine to hope, and to wait but in the end it's still not. Because I've waited for a man for almost 8 years. I thought he was the one for me, I thought I would never love again. Though we ended being okay, we ended having different lives now. it was my fear that it will happen again, that after all the waiting, it will end up like that again. It wasn't that easy to wait. But God told me to wait. So I did, though there were times I got truly impatient.
Here now is my sin, here now is my act of asking for forgiveness. He finally went home after being away for work for a year, after the waiting I was about to finally see him again for we're to attend to my friend's graduation, and he'll be there. And I asked God another signs, I asked for a rainbow, though God spoke to me clearly that He never breaks His promises, that He is faithful, the He never change. But I went on asking, and signs I based on my fears didn't come. But there's this one sign I asked of Him before, that if we're both wearing black I know it's true. I was wearing black when I went to the bank before the graduation, but then, the rainbow didn't come, I changed, and went for my floral. I was about to back out, but my feet kept on walking. After all the waiting, finally it ended. I was there. He was there. He's wearing black.
I'm so sorry God for my lack of faith. I'm so sorry. I hope You can forgive me, I hope You can still give me a chance to prove my love for him. I swear I will fight harder this time. I swear I'll be better this time. I swear, I'll be more trusting, more faithful and more obedient to You. Please.
Please pray with me, please pray for him. Please pray for us. Thank you so much. I will be forever grateful for this.
I asked this through Christ. Amen.
More than 2 years ago, God answered all my questions about everything. I asked him to take my life if there's no purpose of me living. I even dared Him and asked dangerous questions, just for Him to answer me. And He did. I never got my answers as to why He created the world then created man that He knew beforehand that will sin against Him and knew that He's going to send Jesus to deliver us, knew that not everyone will choose Him yet still proceeded in creating, but when I met this man more than 2 years ago without my heart and my mind knowing it at first, God answered me. He proceeded in creating this delightfully chaotic world so that I can love this man and experience Him. I asked him for the one for me to have a name with an "ae" in it. I was hoping for a Gaebriel or a Haeniel, but more hopeful for Him to take me because I was at the lowest point of my life.But He gave me hope, He gave me my purpose, He gave me His answer, He gave me a Daeniel.
I love him, because God told me to love him. Though I know, it's still not the kind of love that is fully, I love him with all pieces of me.
But situations went against His promise. And the uncertainty of what he truly feels for me. And because of those, I became more fearful of the situations than with God, more doubtful to His Words than to evil whispers. I always asked Him for signs, because most of the times, I succumbed to my fears and doubts. but I am grateful that He never lost His patience with me. And all those signs that I asked, it all came true. It was those signs that helped me kept on waiting, for more than 2 years now. I know I should be more sure by now, but it was this great fear of mine to hope, and to wait but in the end it's still not. Because I've waited for a man for almost 8 years. I thought he was the one for me, I thought I would never love again. Though we ended being okay, we ended having different lives now. it was my fear that it will happen again, that after all the waiting, it will end up like that again. It wasn't that easy to wait. But God told me to wait. So I did, though there were times I got truly impatient.
Here now is my sin, here now is my act of asking for forgiveness. He finally went home after being away for work for a year, after the waiting I was about to finally see him again for we're to attend to my friend's graduation, and he'll be there. And I asked God another signs, I asked for a rainbow, though God spoke to me clearly that He never breaks His promises, that He is faithful, the He never change. But I went on asking, and signs I based on my fears didn't come. But there's this one sign I asked of Him before, that if we're both wearing black I know it's true. I was wearing black when I went to the bank before the graduation, but then, the rainbow didn't come, I changed, and went for my floral. I was about to back out, but my feet kept on walking. After all the waiting, finally it ended. I was there. He was there. He's wearing black.
I'm so sorry God for my lack of faith. I'm so sorry. I hope You can forgive me, I hope You can still give me a chance to prove my love for him. I swear I will fight harder this time. I swear I'll be better this time. I swear, I'll be more trusting, more faithful and more obedient to You. Please.
Please pray with me, please pray for him. Please pray for us. Thank you so much. I will be forever grateful for this.
I asked this through Christ. Amen.
