Anonymous
Beloved of All
I honestly think my husband is demon possessed.. he smashed my phone against the wall just because in an argument his fell from my hands accidentally! He threw the ice tray in the garbage just because there was only one cube of ice in it in the freezer....I folded his underwear for him to put them away and he just threw them on a table in the bedroom...he was very neat and tidy until I caught him cheating and decided to forgive him but he still wants to hang out where he met the girl... a girl who could be out child!!!! he said she made him feel good... the hurt is inexplanable...he has no real job - works for his aunt a few half days per week.. I have a permanent job that pays well but is ruined by debt... which he helped incur...he budgets my salary like it is his and leaves me with just barely enough to get by day to day...i think that since he was caught his conscience has been seared he no longer loves me as he should...I really dont even know if i want the marriage any more i just want him gone as i pay the mortgage for the home we have built for our family... we have a teenage daughter who is being destroyed by all of this...I dont know how to pray... I am a born again Christian but I am all prayed out