WingsofaDove
Beloved of All
I have a request. Before you start in on me for having a selfish request realize that God does not mind us asking for things. I have grown. I pray for others not just myself. I help others sometimes without asking for something back with a good heart without bragging about it. I have forgiven every horrible rape , abuse physical mental whatever. I don't wish bad on anyone. I'm thankful. I have repented of sin. I have repented of glory for me because i was insecure instead of God. I don't have many things I'm doing wrong. I learned that going to church doesn't make a Christian. It's relationship and I have that now. I've been accused by people of all kinds of nonsense and bad motives. Not being a light. I have ptsd and I prefer to be left alone. I am not looking for friends, relationships or anything like that. I used to pray for a husband until I noticed the men I used to leave the bar with looked more like Brad Pitt than the men I met who wanted to go to church or on dates. This I learned was lust not love. I didn't know the difference. I am very thankful for the good things in my life and I am no looking for pity anymore. I am not in self pity anymore. I am praying for a house and yard with a fence that is not close to neighbors. Of course I love my neighbors and I don't hate or dislike anyone. I just want privacy, space, and quiet. I had a house like this once and there was a water leak so I had to move. I want my own yard for my son and I. Rebuke Prince of Persia from taking this or hindering it. In Jesus name Amen