Let's continue to lift up Dhuirmore, praying for all negative energy to be cast out. "Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you" (1 Peter 5:7). Trusting Jesus for peace and protection. In Jesus' name! 
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Revin
Prayer Warrior
I have written a really long message of some of the things that have happened to me and that I've bottled up in my heart and never really shared with anyone but I really feel I need to spill the beans now as cant take it anymore. I f you read this message please tell me what you think , do you understand my situation and have compassion. Most of the message is really embarrassing to write but they say if you bring things into the light by confessing you will be set free. You know some years ago I was a really big church meeting and this very anointed guy from oversees was there and asked everyone to stand and then said God is going to bless the ladies now so he blessed them with his hand if I recall correctly and I saw woman every where falling down. I didn't see any men going down but to my big surprise I was hit by this power and fell back in my chair and I though what the heck. I'm supposed to be a guy I try my best to live that way even though I've realized over the years I have a very womanly nature. People over the years have said to me why don't you have a sex change or were you ever a woman and I said I don't want to be a lesbian and they said if you have a sex change all will work out alright. I even remember at high school a lady teacher said, who looks the most like a woman here to a class of boys and they all looked around and then looked at me and started laughing. Even when I was walking through the city a guy said to me you so beautiful I want to kiss you or a coworker saying to me you so sexy can I have a date. You know for many years I tried acting like a tough guy but this just didn't work as sooner or later most people would subconsciously see through my disguise and start treating me as a woman. I'm not going for a sex change or anything as that could be sinful but I'm just being myself now. You know I wear mens clothes as due to a slight birth defect I'm supposed to be a man and the bible says its a abomination for man to wear woman's clothes so I don't wear woman's clouth's but I did try it at times and I looked like and absolute bombshell. Oh well those days are over now. You know to have men constantly coming on to you because you are so beautiful is really difficult as I have the facial bone structure of a very nice female. I didn't ask for this I didn't do anything for this to happen but nature caused this to happen to me. However I really like who I am and everything I am because I was made this way and God doesn't make mistakes so I love my emotions and feminine traits as that is who I was made to be. I think maybe more men should get in touch with there feminine side as sometime men can be so harsh. I think that's why he made me this way. You know when this supernatural experience happened I relized God really know who is really guy or a girl and when he blessed me as one of the ladies he didn't care what other people thought as he really knew I was one of his girls. Even my friend a great prophetess in the church said to me one day My girl and stopped quite shocked relizing what she had said but I think subconsciously she knew and when we would go to the stores she would tell me what the best lipsticks were or take me into a lovely dress shop and we together we look at the dresses. So what does that say. I was at a sexual brokenness course once and the leader was in such state as he said to God that this poor man being me has no masculinity what so ever. Well it was great of him to care so much for me and in church one day he grabbed and put his arms around me and almost hugged me to death however I was feeling awkward about this and later the pastor came to me and said you were struggling to except Dunans love. So I felt a bit bad but now years later I realised what Duncan did for me and am really grateful and love him so much. Now the next is really shocking but I really have to write it because it really happened to me without me planning it or anything and my mind just can't seam to get to grips with it. A lesbian came on to me once when I was at a medical facility, she asked if she could feel one of my breasts and I said ok and she she felt one and said they really feel good and look very nice and even when when I was in hospital once a woman came to me asked me to open my top and saw that I had breasts and she started examining one and treat it and this carried on for a long time and I must admit it felt good so I don't mind anymore what people do to me anymore as it seams out of my control most of the time and resisting it all time is so tiring. I f you a very beautiful and sexy person like me people will really try and do you. So I have given up and just let them have there way with me and do what they want to do and as long as I make them happy well then I'm happy as well. Last thing I was in church service once and went to the front for prayer and this guy came to pray me and he put his hand on my chest on one of my breasts and I could feel it and he probably did as well. I felt so embarrassed and awkward but he just kept his hand there. So he's praying for me but has he's hand on my breast. I just thought oh boy oh boy. Well maybe he didn't realize this which I really hope is the case. So this is all very heavy stuff I think, but I could tell of so many bizarre things that have happened to me like some Christian woman who seam to be sex mad and that I somehow became friends with because of the pastor introducing me to them to give me a lift to church. They seamed to be great Christians really and even had a kinship group and would speak also speak prophetically I think but I found later that sexually they were really messed up. I don't know why this happens to people, this is beyond me. but I won't burden you any more so really thanks for listening if you have read this far. I t takes a big burden of my heart
