Anonymous
Beloved of All
I have suffered from chronic pain for 9 years. It has taken everything from me. My parents who arent healthy themselves are having to take care of me. It's so bad right now, I'm bedridden and spend my days sobbing. I don't sleep. It's gotten worse over these past few months. Everyone in my life is praying for me but it keeps getting worse and worse, and WORSE. Doctors have no answers and want to brush me off, and everything I've tried over the years has done nothing. I feel like god has abandoned me. I don't want to live anymore with this pain, it's hell. I'm so angry at him, I don't feel like I have done anything to deserve this but I barter with god that'd Id repent and do anything he asked if I could just find relief or answers. I don't know why it's at this point in my life he's the most silent he's ever been. Please I ask that you pray for strength, healing, and gods guidance over me. I can't do this any longer