Tommy birks
Disciple of Prayer
I have some news that i think is worthy of praise and needs to be told, im a soldier and i had a some bad news with my wife telling me its over nearly a month ago, i found something out about myself over the past few weeks that to me are staggering, ive been away from home a few months and finding things difficult recently and i thought i just found god when in actual fact because ive always believed ive found god a long time ago i just didnt realise, ive always spoke to him but didnt think it was prayer when in actual fact i had relationship with god, i got the bad news and got down on my knees then thats when the realisation set in not long after, ive always been a good man, ive done things im not proud of and theres quite a few but ive always treated people right, given to charity, treated people how i would want to be treated long story short i strayed away from the path but i feel ive been pulled onto the RIGHT path and its a hard tug but worth it so im trying to tell you that god has revealed himself and im pretty stunned, first one was i went to church and the service was as if it was about me stuff about peacemakers ( im currently peacekeeping for the un) marraige, like a big lottery finger pointing at me saying its you this was at home on r&r in a church id never been to, second one was i was back in cyprus and going to church and i promised god i would go in prayer so what happened i got up and i missed the transport to church i waited in the wrong place, i was dissapointed but while i was waiting i got a call from the gate a car was waiting with three people id never even met asking for me because theyd got lost and turned into my base instead of the one that was a fifteen minute drive away i got to church and the service waited for us to get there, third one, ive been feeling a bit hurt and struggled so i prayed for wisdom, guidance and some sort of answer or sign and i was sat on my own dwelling next night and i couldnt believe what i saw, an owl swooped down and landed in a palm tree and just looked at me i tried to take a photo because its cyprus and theres not many owls in cyprus and for a bird that shys away from people this one swooped past me three times less than 10 metres away it wasnt the wisdom i was after but it was a pretty good answer i think, so what im trying to say is when your at rock bottom have faith our heavenly father IS THERE i dont believe in coincidence especially not 3 in 4 weeks, if hes answering my prayers hes working on the ones your waiting for an answer. I want you to know this i pray for each and everyone one of you and dont be discouraged, trust when your in despair and pray in strength, think i just found number 4 i just spread gods word.
I pray for all of you and hope our father answers you soon, look for the signs and if it would be ok to ask could you say one for me, pray that me (tommy) and nicola get back together and that all of nicolas burdens are lifted and that god helps her come out of the dark with all evil cast away. Let her feel the love i have and help her, she doesnt deserve to suffer, ask that i get home so that i can support her more than monetary, in jesus name save my marraige.
Friends believe that hes there and just have faith and trust
Godspeed and god love to all of you
I pray for all of you and hope our father answers you soon, look for the signs and if it would be ok to ask could you say one for me, pray that me (tommy) and nicola get back together and that all of nicolas burdens are lifted and that god helps her come out of the dark with all evil cast away. Let her feel the love i have and help her, she doesnt deserve to suffer, ask that i get home so that i can support her more than monetary, in jesus name save my marraige.
Friends believe that hes there and just have faith and trust
Godspeed and god love to all of you