Anonymous
Beloved of All
I have schizoaffective disorder during my relaps having stopped meds I got thoughts telling me dat if I engaged in anal sex I would receive my healing.so while I was alone with a certain young kid...while he was asleep I put my penis between his bottoms trying to see if I would get healed it touched the opening of his behind then stopped. Ever since iv been guilty for this but no one knows what I did I feel condemned as a very bad person I'm ashamed very ashamed.help me