hurtingtexasmom
Disciple of Prayer
I have recently returned to my husband of 35 years..all but 2 were abusive..I was gone. My problem is I suffer from many panic attacks on a regular basis. I came back to the same house where all the abuse took place and have a lot of horrible memories and flashbacks of daily abuse..mentally and physical on me and our 4 kids. Our only son wont even speak to me now and hates his father. All that breaks my heart. And now our youngest daughter is going thrum the VERY same kind of marriage! I blame myself and do not know how to help her, if my advice is a joke after putting all the kids thru all that hell and she is having a hard time finding a job in her field of study from college. My heart is truly breaking right now on all these issues.