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I have no meaning in life or to live I am sorry God for tho I know that you will not forgive me of my sins and for wanting to commit the most unforgivable sin in the Bible, k1ll1ng myself, forgive me my Lord for cutting the most precious body you have gave me, forgive me Father that I have not cherished the food you given us and developed an ED, Father forgive the men who had SA me when I where younger it isn’t there fault but mine, forgive me for only having negative thoughts and every time someone says something meaningful like “I care for you” and the only thing that’s pops up in my mind is ( what a liar ) and the words out of my mouth say thank you with a gentle smile but deep down I know nobody truly cares for me and is only a lie and an act for these people to try and make me feel better. I’ve been having these thoughts for a very long time since I was little and yes everybody thinks about this, “what is the meaning of life” these thoughts have been stuck to me for a very long period of time and now this is all I can think about this feeling has been getting stronger.. I have no meaning of life, I am not suppose to be living here my time is coming really fast but I don’t know how to ask for help I have giving up. I have gon to many therapy’s and inpatient treatments and nothing has helped me. But you are only 16 yes I may only be 16 but life is not for me, I can’t see my future it may or may not be normal but I don’t know what I will do later in so what called “life”, life is not ment for me I suck at everything everybody will always tell me how I am a failure how my mother dose not deserve to have a child like me and forgive me mother for being the daughter u weren’t suppose to have for I will be gone soon and will no be dealing with me any longer. Life will be peaceful, quiet, and beautiful without me once I am gone and for that you are welcome. My time has come. I will be dying soon enough I am sorry Father, where ever I end up after “life” is where I was truly ment to be for that is if I end up in hell or for I end up in heaven or continue another life.
 
We are truly heartbroken to hear about the deep despair and hopelessness you are feeling. Please know that you are not alone, and that God cares deeply for you.

Firstly, it's crucial to address the feelings of hopelessness and thoughts of suicide. God's Word tells us that He has plans to prosper us and not to harm us, plans to give us hope and a future. taking your own life is not the solution. It is a permanent solution to a temporary issue. God wants us to come to Him with our burdens and He will give us rest.

Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. Matthew 11:28-30

For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11

We must also address that God does forgive you. He sent Jesus Christ to the earth to be crucified for our sins. By believing in Jesus Christ, we are saved. Even if you have lingering feelings of guilt, God has an answer:

If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. 1 John 1:9

It is important to address the eating disorder and self harm. God wants us to take care of our bodies, which are temples of the Holy Spirit

Or don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s. I Corinthian 6:19-20

We also need to address the sexual abuse you mentioned. It is not your fault. You were sinned against, and the blame lies with those who harmed you. God can heal you from this trauma, and we pray that He will bring justice.

Regarding your feelings of worthlessness and failure, remember that God sees you as valuable and precious. He created you in His image, and He loves you more than you can comprehend.

But God, being rich in mercy, for his great love with which he loved us, even when we were dead through our trespasses, made us alive together with Christ (by grace you have been saved), and raised us up with him, and made us to sit with him in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, Ephesians 2:4-6

It's important to address that prayer and faith are not the quick-fix solutions to medical issues like eating disorders or depression disorders. Do not stop the appointed professional therapy. God works with the doctor's hands.

Let us pray for you:

Dear Heavenly Father,

We lift up this precious child of Yours, who is hurting and feels alone. We pray that You will wrap them in Your loving arms and remind them of their worth in You. Give the words of hopelessness to words of hope and expectation. We ask You to heal the deep wounds from past abuse and trauma, and to bring justice where needed. We call upon You to help to overcome the eating disorder and self-harm, and to guide the doctors and therapists who are helping. We ask in Jesus Christ's name.

Lastly, let us remember that God will not give up on His children.
For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord. Romans 8:38-39. You are worthy of all this and more. God has a purpose and a plan for your life, and He will see you through this darkness. Please reach out to a trusted adult, counselor, or pastor, and let them know how you're feeling. You do not have to go through this alone.
 
I'm here with you, friend. We've all felt that way, like life has no meaning, no purpose. It's a dark, heavy feeling, isn't it? But remember, even in the darkest night, the sun is still there, it's just hiding behind the clouds. God is still there, even when we can't feel Him.

You've been through so much, more than anyone should have to bear. The abuse, the feelings of worthlessness, the eating disorder, the self-harm. It's a lot, and it's okay to not be okay right now. But please, please don't give up. You're stronger than you think, and God is with you, every step of the way.

You're right, life can be cruel and unfair. But God sees you, He knows your pain, and He wants to heal you. He wants to give you hope, a future. You're not alone in this, even if it feels like it. We're here, praying for you, and God is always with you.

Let's take this one step at a time, okay? Let's get through today, and then we'll worry about tomorrow. You don't have to have all the answers right now, just take a deep breath and know that you're loved, deeply and truly.

Let's pray together, can we? "Dear Lord, we come to You today, heavy-hearted but hopeful. We lift up [original poster's name], Lord. We ask for Your comfort, Your healing, Your strength. Help them to feel Your love, to know their worth in Your eyes. Give them courage to face each day, to fight the good fight. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."

You're not alone, and you're never too far gone for God's love. Keep fighting, friend. We're in this together.
 
the devil is a liar. you are loved by God and he needs you here. YOua re HIs bride !!! The love of HIs life. He died for you and He is always with you! THe Lor dwill neve rleave you or forsake oyu. May he deliver you fro m all the demons. all the lies. YOu are here becuase Christ ewats you here and He is wiht you. I cast the demosn out of oyur htoughts midn will emotions ajnd surroudnigns as well. YOu are a foreverc hild of God becuase Christ loves you and gave his life for oyu out of true love. He loves you and YOu belong to HIm. I cast the devil out of your life. be free in Christ in the name fo the Lord Jesus Christ. We need you your family needs oyu You are in the body of Christ we cant do it without YOu!!!Christ made oyu for HIs glory. in His image you are HIs child forever. the devil is liar... capture every htoguth in obedience to Christ. think whateve ris lovely.. odnt giv ehte devil the itme of day. He can only tell lie. lies go to Chirst for truth. InHIm you are compelte in HIm your have yourbeing and your life. come ot HImf or life. YOua re loved
 
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I have no meaning in life or to live I am sorry God for tho I know that you will not forgive me of my sins and for wanting to commit the most unforgivable sin in the Bible, k1ll1ng myself, forgive me my Lord for cutting the most precious body you have gave me, forgive me Father that I have not cherished the food you given us and developed an ED, Father forgive the men who had SA me when I where younger it isn’t there fault but mine, forgive me for only having negative thoughts and every time someone says something meaningful like “I care for you” and the only thing that’s pops up in my mind is ( what a liar ) and the words out of my mouth say thank you with a gentle smile but deep down I know nobody truly cares for me and is only a lie and an act for these people to try and make me feel better. I’ve been having these thoughts for a very long time since I was little and yes everybody thinks about this, “what is the meaning of life” these thoughts have been stuck to me for a very long period of time and now this is all I can think about this feeling has been getting stronger.. I have no meaning of life, I am not suppose to be living here my time is coming really fast but I don’t know how to ask for help I have giving up. I have gon to many therapy’s and inpatient treatments and nothing has helped me. But you are only 16 yes I may only be 16 but life is not for me, I can’t see my future it may or may not be normal but I don’t know what I will do later in so what called “life”, life is not ment for me I suck at everything everybody will always tell me how I am a failure how my mother dose not deserve to have a child like me and forgive me mother for being the daughter u weren’t suppose to have for I will be gone soon and will no be dealing with me any longer. Life will be peaceful, quiet, and beautiful without me once I am gone and for that you are welcome. My time has come. I will be dying soon enough I am sorry Father, where ever I end up after “life” is where I was truly ment to be for that is if I end up in hell or for I end up in heaven or continue another life.


Mark 8:34-35
[34]And when he had called the people unto him with his disciples also, he said unto them, Whosoever will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me.
[35]For whosoever will save his life shall lose it; but whosoever shall lose his life for my sake and the gospel's, the same shall save it.
 
I have no meaning in life or to live I am sorry God for tho I know that you will not forgive me of my sins and for wanting to commit the most unforgivable sin in the Bible, k1ll1ng myself, forgive me my Lord for cutting the most precious body you have gave me, forgive me Father that I have not cherished the food you given us and developed an ED, Father forgive the men who had SA me when I where younger it isn’t there fault but mine, forgive me for only having negative thoughts and every time someone says something meaningful like “I care for you” and the only thing that’s pops up in my mind is ( what a liar ) and the words out of my mouth say thank you with a gentle smile but deep down I know nobody truly cares for me and is only a lie and an act for these people to try and make me feel better. I’ve been having these thoughts for a very long time since I was little and yes everybody thinks about this, “what is the meaning of life” these thoughts have been stuck to me for a very long period of time and now this is all I can think about this feeling has been getting stronger.. I have no meaning of life, I am not suppose to be living here my time is coming really fast but I don’t know how to ask for help I have giving up. I have gon to many therapy’s and inpatient treatments and nothing has helped me. But you are only 16 yes I may only be 16 but life is not for me, I can’t see my future it may or may not be normal but I don’t know what I will do later in so what called “life”, life is not ment for me I suck at everything everybody will always tell me how I am a failure how my mother dose not deserve to have a child like me and forgive me mother for being the daughter u weren’t suppose to have for I will be gone soon and will no be dealing with me any longer. Life will be peaceful, quiet, and beautiful without me once I am gone and for that you are welcome. My time has come. I will be dying soon enough I am sorry Father, where ever I end up after “life” is where I was truly ment to be for that is if I end up in hell or for I end up in heaven or continue another life.

 
Lord, we pray for this prayer and family for blessings healing and salvation. Heal and bless. May their lives be a praise and glory unto thee.
Come to the Lord's holy presence. Seek him with all your heart. Cling to his Word and meditate on it moment by moment by positive thoughts and joy in the heart (James 1:2-4), knowing that the Lord is good and to him be all the praise. Seek first God's kingdom and his righteousness (Matthew 6:33). Even though life may feel hard, the Lord's hand will be on you, and he will answer in his time. I am praying for you. Amen.

Some resources that might help.

Needs: - But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19(KJV)

Salvation: - So they said "Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved you and your household." Acts 16:31(NKJV)

Healing: - But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:5(NKJV)

Fulfillment by the Holy Spirit: - Then he answered and spake unto me, saying, This is the word of the LORD unto Zerubbabel, saying, Not by might, nor by power, but by my spirit, saith the LORD of hosts. Zechariah 4:6(KJV)

Persecutions: - But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you, Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you. Luke 6:27-28(KJV)

Help in Prayer

Dwelling and Thriving in God’s grace where everything happens for good (Romans 8:28)

Pray that the Lord may open the eyes of the nations affected by coronavirus (Specifically forces against God’s people)


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