Anonymous
Beloved of All
I have had some kind of stalking that seems to border on psychic attack/possession from an ex boyfriend who I met when I moved from America to Taiwan to teach and live at an international school. He seems to be threatening me and wishing bad things on me. I don't know how to explain it so that you'll understand the details, nonetheless his anger - Jason in English, Zao Shou Qi in Chinese - has clearly been projected onto me since a misunderstanding where he misperceived my intentions as bad when they were good. So since then, my life has been increasingly having odd things happen in it, he won't come clean as of yet to his anger and rage and desire for vengeance from him feeling as if he'd lost face from the misunderstanding, and then anger at me for leaving Taiwan, which I had to do due to my mother's death. I feel as if I"ve been self-sacrificing my own well-being due to his commanding that I help him feel good, because he knows that I'm a hands on healer and looks to me to carry light for him that he is apparently too lazy to generate and cultivate himself. I don't know how to explain this 10 year painful saga that Shou Qi has turned what was once a really sweet love into a nightmare for me. I call in so much protection each day, but he still seems to have latched into something in me that has him attempting to engage in invasive telepathy. I asked one of my fellow ex-pat girlfriends while still in Taiwan if in her experience with her 2 long term relationships with Taiwanese men - she's South African - if they were telepathic and she simply responded without missing a beat "oh yeah." I'd asked her because at around that time, I'd begun to sense in morning meditations that I was not "alone." Whatever way he is doing this, my life hasn't been the same since this misunderstanding with him. I've been praying for him, working with healers around the world, and sending him love and light for 6 years now spending so much money in order to heal this and have him step down in his vengeance and attack on me, but as of yet, while the love and light assists, he still actively is wishing me harm and I'm seeing it.