Peace1959
Disciple of Prayer
I have been the constant victim of stalking for 31 years. Every relationship I have had with a male has ended badly, due to abuse and possessiveness and obsession, which caused me to terminate the relationship, and thereby led to stalking. Currently, I am being stalked by a co-worker and I live in constant fear. The Human Resources Director took action and gave him a warning, but 30 days later, he has started the activity again. To make matters worse, I am now having nightmares that he appears in my bedroom. I am in constant terror. I know that God has not given us the Spirit of fear. But why doesn't God deliver me from this torment? He knows I do not like being pursued. I do not know how much more I can take before doing something drastic, e.g., trying to obtain a new identity and move to a place where I can be totally isolated. Sometimes I feel as if I could be like Tom Hanks in "Castaway" and be perfectly satisfied -- at least I would not be stalked by men. Please, please pray for me. I am at my wits end. I can't take much more of this.