Lenammon
Disciple of Prayer
I have been married going on 7 years to a beautiful woman that God hand delivered to my home that was my dream girl that I unaware saw 3 times as a young man.And each time I asked God how does a man get a woman like that.20 years latter God Himself hand delivered to my bathroom door..Thru me reading a chapter called a flood of God's favor out of a joel osteen book.I declared the story over my life that day and as an act of faith I put on a life jacket to wear out in town all day so that people would ask me why.So that I could declare the favor over my life.The story said that it would chase me down come find me and knock on my door.And that is how I met the love of my life.It is a fairy tale that came true.We feel in love and then Satan came after this marriage with a vengance.HE has ripped it apart in many ways.I made a vow.A promise to love her till death do us part.Jesus reviewed to me God's command to husband's to love your wives as Jesus does the church....HIS bride.What was reviewed to me was that we who except Christ as our saviour.He makes a marriage covenant with us to love us unconditional and never leave or forsake us.HE loved HIS bride so much that HE always did HIS Father's business with her by teaching her HIS Father's will and word.To wash her with the word.His bride betrayed Him 3 times.Committed adultery against Him.Betrayed Him for gold coins.Had Him arrested.Starved Him.Had Him whipped.Put a thorn of crowns on His head.Made Him carry a cross up hill after being beaton.Hung Him on a cross.And HE loved Her So much that HE never took offense to her.HE always did what was right even when she abused Him terribly.HE lead her flawlessly and still to this day does.HE loved her so much.HE could not stand the thought of her going to hell.So HE took her place knowing that it was going to be a place that there was no Father anywhere ti be felt seen or heard from.In saying this.Jesus is my leader.I want to be like Him for my wife and for all that knows me.I want to love my wife with an unconditional love as well.We have been split up now for going on 3 years.She has come back and left again unknowingly why after about a month for no reason.I have failed in many ways during this seperation.It has broken me to pieces.Has challenged me in every way.I have failed.I have not filed for a divorce.There has been many hurts during this time that we have caused each other.Neither has filed for divorce.I am under the most strong spiritual attack I have been under.Witchcraft thru drugs I assume.There has been so many open doors of attach during this on both sides.I need.She needs alot of strong faith people to pray without ceasing.I have never won a battle in marriage in my lufe.For once.For the love of my life and for The world to see that God can do the impossible.I want to desperately win this war.I will lay down my life for her if I have to.I would go to hell to save her if I had to.Please pray for total deliverance from any evil plans if satans to destroy this marriage.I pray for reconciliation Total restoration.To be used as a testimony for many in this world.I have a string calling on my life to preach.My passion to study has been marriage for 21 years.I want to preach and teach about marriage God's way around the globe.I want to stop Satan from destroying the marriage relationship that he started back in the garden of eden.Please pray for us.Im barely holding on.I ask In Jesus name.amen