Hilasmeira
Humble Servant of All
I have been dealing with something for quite some time. I have tried to keep it to myself but I am beginning to get very concerned because my physical health is starting to be affected by the amount of stress that this is causing me. I have been struggling a lot with anger and feelings of vengeance. I have been asking for prayer and I have been talking to God about it. I know that He is healing me of what I am experiencing but the problem is that every single time I start to sense that I am being healed, the enemy immediately does something to turn me back toward that same thing that I am struggling with. This happens with so many other things as well. I will start to sense that God is healing me of something and the enemy will immediately do something to recreate that stronghold in my life. I am tired of fighting. I have been going back and forth between feeling well and feeling overwhelmed. Please pray for me. Please pray that God will put an end to this. I am beginning to get very concerned for my physical health because it is starting to become weighed down by the stress that this has caused me.