guidryaj
Disciple of Prayer
I have and am being falsely accused of three separate things now at work. This has been happening over the past four months. I have requested a meeting with the 'BIG' boss, which was actually meant for a different reason, but it is turning out that I need to address these false accusations before I end up getting fired. It's bad enough that my reputation has already gone down the drain and my work has suffered due to this bullying at work, but my health situation is also suffering due to the enormous amount of stress, as I already had anti-anxiety disorder. It is due to the accusations that, unfortunately, my production at work has suffered, with myself acting, instead, much like a dog who has been beaten by his owner for no reason. When the owner comes home, the dog cringes in the corner, hoping that another beating isn't on the way. I am like this at work. I cringe in the corner, too nervous and anxious to properly attend all my duties, and instead, am too paranoid and unhinged, too distracted to properly remember every little piece needed for my detailed-focused job. After this meeting on Monday, I am also up for my annual review on Thursday, which I am sure to fail due to my work being of lower quality due to the stress of this ongoing situation. That alone could cause me to lose my job. I used to love my job, but since these accusations started to hit me out of nowhere, I dread going to work, wondering when the next shoe will drop. UPDATE: THIS MEETING WAS SCHEDULED FOR 10AM ON MONDAY, BUT TO MESS WITH ME SOME MORE, THE BOSS HAS NOW RESCHEDULED THE MEETING FOR TODAY AT 4PM... I’m a nervous wreck.
I am asking for two separate requests. I need strength and guidance to present the truth of the situations in a Godly light during my meeting with the 'Big Boss' on today at 4PM CST. I need His strength and guidance, because without it I may just break down. This is an extremely difficult and emotional situation for me. I would also request that the prayer would include the request that God would give my boss what Solomon had asked for – “an understanding and discerning heart†to look at the entire situation, so that she may, indeed, see the truth. My second request is regarding my second meeting of the week, taking place at 10:30 AM CST tomorrow, also a highly charged, important meeting – It is my annual review. And since my work has been suffering due to the above situation, if things do not turn out right, could land me jobless. Once again, I need strength and guidance to present the truth of the situations in a Godly light during my meeting. I would also ask basically the same prayer: I would ask that the prayer include that God give my boss an understanding and discerning heart to judge the situation, also taking into account all the additional stress that I have been under due to the whole ugly situation, so that she may, indeed, make a decision that includes all of the information available, instead of just stats on paper. As I believe if we can get the first situation resolved, I can become an extremely valued employee, one they can be proud to call their own and boast of my successes.
Thank you for taking the time to read this and send some prayers my way as I am in need of heavy, heavy doses of prayer coming in my direction!
Thank you!!!
I am asking for two separate requests. I need strength and guidance to present the truth of the situations in a Godly light during my meeting with the 'Big Boss' on today at 4PM CST. I need His strength and guidance, because without it I may just break down. This is an extremely difficult and emotional situation for me. I would also request that the prayer would include the request that God would give my boss what Solomon had asked for – “an understanding and discerning heart†to look at the entire situation, so that she may, indeed, see the truth. My second request is regarding my second meeting of the week, taking place at 10:30 AM CST tomorrow, also a highly charged, important meeting – It is my annual review. And since my work has been suffering due to the above situation, if things do not turn out right, could land me jobless. Once again, I need strength and guidance to present the truth of the situations in a Godly light during my meeting. I would also ask basically the same prayer: I would ask that the prayer include that God give my boss an understanding and discerning heart to judge the situation, also taking into account all the additional stress that I have been under due to the whole ugly situation, so that she may, indeed, make a decision that includes all of the information available, instead of just stats on paper. As I believe if we can get the first situation resolved, I can become an extremely valued employee, one they can be proud to call their own and boast of my successes.
Thank you for taking the time to read this and send some prayers my way as I am in need of heavy, heavy doses of prayer coming in my direction!
Thank you!!!