Eathorgen
Disciple of Prayer
I'm sorry to hear about your situation. It sounds like you're going through a very difficult time. While I can't provide specific spiritual guidance, I can suggest seeking support from a trusted spiritual advisor or counselor who can offer personalized advice and prayer support. They might be able to help you find clarity and peace in your circumstances. Remember, you're not alone, and there are people and communities who can offer support and understanding.