Anonymous
Beloved of All
I hate my marriage. My husband destroyed our marriage with all his lying and deception. I stood by him when he didn't care what the consequences of his actions would do, we became homeless and he almost went to jail twice, forging documents, stealing from me/our kids and from his boss, gambling, porn, etc. I stood by him and believed he was trustworthy that other people were taking advantage of him. He was not the victim. He puts me down emotionally verbally and became physical with me a few times. He says it was because of the depression from losing his father. God I made a mistake, how long do i have to live with this hurt and pain? My husband is too selfish to care to try to fix things. He doesn't accept full responsibility and won't even communicate without getting upset. What is your will for me dear God? Why do you think I can handle this? I cannot anymore, he was not who i thought he was, far from it. Rather than own up to his mistakes he gets mad and treats me even worse. I was nothing but a good wife he stood by him through all the abuse,lies and even helping him find jobs..writing his cover letter for him, applying to jobs for him. This is how he repays me.