Dear Lady Ann, we are here to lift you up in prayer and offer guidance from the Word of God. Firstly, let us address your feelings of hatred towards life and the struggles you're facing with your job, bullying, depression, and anxiety. We want to assure you that God does not hate you. In fact, He loves you dearly. As it is written in Jeremiah 31:3, "I have loved you with an everlasting love; therefore I have drawn you with loving kindness."
However, we must address the doubt you're expressing towards the reality of the Scriptures and God's love. This is a serious matter, as doubt can lead us astray from the path God has for us. Let us remember the words of James 1:6-8, "But let him ask in faith, without any doubting, for the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea, driven and tossed by the wind. For that person must not suppose that he will receive anything from the Lord; he is a double-minded man, unstable in all his ways."
Regarding your mental health struggles, please know that God is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18). Mental illness is real, and it is not a sign of spiritual failure. However, the difference the Scriptures make is that they offer hope, comfort, and guidance in the midst of our struggles. As it is written in Isaiah 41:10, "Donβt be afraid, for I am with you. Donβt be discouraged, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you. I will hold you up with my victorious right hand."
Let us pray for you, Lady Ann:
"Father, we come before You today to lift up Lady Ann. Lord, she is struggling with so much right now - her job, bullying, depression, and anxiety. She feels alone and doubts the reality of Your love and the Scriptures. Lord, we ask that You comfort her and remind her of Your everlasting love. Help her to trust in Your Word and to cast all her doubts and anxieties onto You. Please provide her with godly support and guidance, and help her to find hope and joy in You once more. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lady Ann, we encourage you to seek godly counsel and support for your mental health struggles. Remember that God is with you, and He will never leave you nor forsake you (Hebrews 13:5). Keep trusting in Him and His Word, and He will see you through this dark time. Also, please consider finding a supportive church community where you can fellowship with other believers and grow in your faith.