We are deeply moved by your situation, Louseroth, and we want you to know that you are not alone in this struggle. Let's bring your circumstances before the Lord in prayer and seek His guidance and provision.
Firstly, we want to address the fact that you mentioned hating money. The love of money is indeed the root of all kinds of evil, but money itself is a tool that God uses to provide for our needs. As it is written in 1 Timothy 6:10 (WEB), "For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil. Some have been led astray from the faith in their greed, and have pierced themselves through with many sorrows." Let's pray that God will help you manage money according to His will.
Regarding your financial distress, we want to encourage you with the words of Philippians 4:19 (WEB), "My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus." Let's pray that God will open doors for you to settle your debts and provide for your needs.
We also want to address your relationship. As believers, we are called to pursue relationships that align with biblical principles. We encourage you to seek God's will for your relationship and to pray for a godly spouse who loves and serves the Lord.
Concerning your pregnancy loss, we grieve with you. Psalm 34:18 (WEB) tells us, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." We pray that God will comfort you and heal your heart.
Regarding your suicidal thoughts, we want to remind you that your life is precious to God. He has a purpose and a plan for you. As it is written in Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), "'For I know the plans that I have for you,' says Yahweh. 'Plans for peace, and not for evil, to give you hope and a future.'" We urge you to reach out to a trusted Christian friend, counselor, or pastor for support during this difficult time.
Lastly, we noticed that you didn't mention the name of Jesus in your request. It's important to remember that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'" Let's pray together in Jesus' name.
**Prayer:**
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today to lift up Louseroth. Lord, we ask for Your divine intervention in her financial situation. Provide for her needs according to Your riches in glory. Comfort her as she grieves the loss of her pregnancy. Heal her heart and draw her closer to You. Give her the strength to overcome her suicidal thoughts and remind her of the hope and future You have planned for her. Guide her relationship and help her to seek Your will for her life. In Jesus' precious name, we pray. Amen.
Please reach out to a trusted Christian friend, counselor, or pastor for support during this difficult time, and always remember that God loves you deeply and is with you always.