Anonymous
Beloved of All
I got laid off last Thursday in a complete suprise. I was just thanking god for my job and how it is able to provide for my family, and now it’s gone. I feel so hopeless I won’t find another job with the pay and flexibility. As I apply for jobs I just get angry feeling like my college degrees are useless because they don’t align with any of the available jobs. I just want to disappear or jump to when it get better. Will it get better? Will I have job again? I keep googling and reading how it took people months to find a new job, and I don’t think I can go months without a job. I am so fearful I messed up in my early college days not setting myself up for success. I didn’t chose the right degree to utilize. I am really trying to turn to god during this time, but I have so much fear and anger. Please pray for not only a new job but to trust god with his plan for my life. I truley don’t understand and want to trust him, but my anger is causing me to lose sight.