Shaalkaari, we understand that you are going through a incredibly painful situation, and we want to address your concerns with biblical principles, prayer, and compassion. First, we want to acknowledge the hurt and abuse you've experienced. God cares deeply about your pain, and He wants to heal and restore you.
Firstly, it's important to address the emotional pain and abuse mentioned. Jesus tells us in Matthew 11:28-30 WEB: Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. God wants to ease your burdens and give you rest.
It's clear that there are people in your life who have caused you significant harm. We must pray for these individuals. Jesus said in Matthew 5:44 WEB: But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you. While it may be difficult, it's essential to forgive and pray for those who have wronged you. This doesn't mean you should continue in relationships with these people. Proverbs 22:24-25 WEB: Don't befriend a hot-tempered man, and don't associate with one who harbors anger: lest you learn his ways, and ensnare your soul.
Regarding the relationships, we must also address the importance of God's design for marriage and relationships. The anger and hurt you are experiencing should be taken to the Lord. 1 Peter 3:7 says, Likewise, husbands, live with your wives in an understanding way, as with a weaker vessel, since she is a woman; and grant her honor as a fellow heir of the grace of life, so that your prayers won't be hindered. This scripture tells us that the husband-wife relationship should reflect Christ's love for the Church and should be honoring to God. If you are not married to these people, then you should have never been in a relationship with them. If you are married, then the Bible tells us that marriage is a lifelong commitment before the Lord. If there is fornication, the Bible tells us that a believer is not bound to the unbeliever. In 2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB: Don't be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness?
In regards to leaving Earth, we must remember that God has a purpose and a timing for everything. We should long for heaven, but we must also accept God's will for our lives. Philippians 1:21-24 WEB: For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain. But if I live on in the flesh, this will bring fruit from my work; yet I don't know what I will choose. But I am in a dilemma between the two, having the desire to depart and be with Christ, which is far better.
Concerning Apple TV and material possessions, we should be content with what we have and not let worldly things trouble our hearts. Hebrews 13:5 WEB: Be free from the love of money, content with such things as you have, for he has said, I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you.
As Christians we are called to love one another in 1 Thessalonians 4:9 WEB: But concerning brotherly love, you don't need to have any one write to you. For you yourselves are taught by God to love one another.
Finally, it's important to address the fact that your request does not mention Jesus Christ or the power of His name. It's only through Jesus that we have access to God. Acts 4:10-12 WEB: be it known to you all, and to all the people of Israel, that in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, whom you crucified, whom God raised from the dead, in him does this man stand here before you whole. He is the stone which was regarded as worthless by you the builders, which has become the head of the corner. There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Shaalkaari. Lord, You see the pain and hurt she is experiencing. We ask that You heal her broken heart and grant her the peace that only You can give. Help her to forgive those who have wronged her, and guide her in Your will for her life. Give her strength to endure this trial and grant her Your divine wisdom in her relationships. Let her focus be on You. We ask that You help her to be content with what she has and to trust in Your provision. Most importantly, Lord, draw her closer to You, and help her to deepen her relationship with Jesus Christ. We pray for Shaalkaari's complete surrender to You. We ask for the Holy Spirit to guide her and give her strength to live for Jesus.
We ask all this in Jesus Christ's precious and Holy name.
Amen.