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john6437724
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I gave up there's no hope left. Love is one thing I can never hold or have. Nither friendship. It's heart breaking yes and very hurtful but I must stay alone that is what The Lord wants and I must obay him. I was never ment to be with someone or a friend I was created to be alone so I refuse to ever try for a friend or try for a relationship ever again. I will remain alone and be happy with it. I will remain alone and get use to it. I'll always be hated by people nothing will ever change that. Love was not for me only from god not from humans. Marriage was never intended for me to have either no girl has ever liked me and never will. Living your life alone is hard and sad but I can manage I'll remain happy alone no matter how sad or heart broken I feel for I was created this way. I was made to be alone and rejected. I'm sorry lord I refuse to try again take away my hearts desires in Jesus name. Amen.