Anonymous
Beloved of All
I found out some time ago that I'm about 3 months pregnant however I've done and do things that a pregnant girl shouldn't be doing because I honestly don't want any kids right now. I haven't gone to the doctor so I don't know how healthy or unhealthy the baby is but I'm just not ready right now to be a mom. I've never wanted something more than to not be pregnant right now. However coming from a Christian background and being a firm believer in Jesus Christ I know that I shouldn't be thinking like this but I can't help it. I've also strayed soooo far from Jesus that I don't even know how to get back to him even though I know He's there waiting for me to reach out to him and go back. I pray and ask that you all help me pray too in God shedding light in my situation and to let His will be done whatever it may be and to help me accept it and get back on the right path with Him. It's been driving me crazy thinking about it and keeping all my thoughts bottled up because I have yet to tell anyone in my family about it. Please keep me in your prayers and thank you all. God bless you.