Parethrash
Disciple of Prayer
I fought in court four years ago for my children to remain with my sister under the care system, while I sought help for my health/domestic violence/self prescribing with cannabis and alcohol. I was recently diagnosed with adhd and am being assessed for autism. I was led to believe that childrenโs services would work with me in order for me to regain access to my two children but have been shut out by both them and my sister more and more as time went on. I have been isolated for nearly 4 years only getting to see my children once every 2 weeks for two hours and have sought to work with childrenโs services for more contact but they refuse to work with me. My sister has expressed a wish to keep my children long term and closed me out of anything to do with the family. On top of this she is now treating my son very badly and from what I can see is trying to build a case against him to separate him from his younger sister who is pre verbal. The whole reason we fought in court for her to care for my children was so they would be safe with family and together. I feel so bad for trusting her and I pray over any contact I have with her she is now treating me like an enemy instead of supporting me in order for me to get my children back which is what she originally said she was doing. I am no longer on any substances and have been away from any domestic violence and abuse for 4 years. I am seeking help for my physical and mental needs and praying for God to reunite me with my children. Please pray with me that God help me and my babies, that he build a relationship with my children as well in this difficult time and plead the blood of Jesus over them, myself, my sister and everyone involved in this situation. I ask that God send me help in the form of people who also love him who will understand and care about what is going on. I have been in this alone for so long and sometimes feel hopeless and depressed about it all but I know that leaving the battle in Godโs hands is what is best. Iโm praying that he will lead and guide me on the right path so that I can be reunited with my children and care for them in the way that he intended in the first place. Please pray with me and for us all.