I fought a very long battle against Lyme Disease for 10 years. I have experienced trauma beyond belief. The death of the love of my life. The death of several close friends. Sexual trauma. Home destroyed by trees while I was inside undergoing Lyme treatments. But I remained stoic and hopeful. Most people didn't know I was ever going through anything hard (with exception to the time I spent in a wheelchair). Throughout all of that, I suffered from severe menstrual pain... with so many ER visits... And after a surgery to try to detect endometriosis, it was discovered that I had a malformed uterus (a birth defect I never knew I had). So at age 41 (2021), I underwent another surgery to remove and resection half my uterus. Meanwhile, all this time, my husband and I were trying to conceive. In January 2022, I experienced my 3rd chemical pregnancy (an early miscarriage). But I remained positive, upbeat, and began trying to grow my relationship with God. After that loss, during a prayer, I received a vision of my deceased granddaddy, telling me with a smile on his face that I'd experience a true miracle soon. And finally, in October, I got a positive pregnancy test and this one finally decided to stick. I was praising God every day. Only to find out on December 15th that my NIPT screening results returned positive for Trisomy-18 (a fatal condition where the baby cannot survive outside of the womb). It must be confirmed with further, more invasive tests which I'll be undergoing on January 9th. Right now, I just need a miracle. My name is KT (pronounced like the initials) from Alabama. My baby is a boy. Please pray that this test result was a false positive and that I truly will get to have an honest miracle. Please pray health and life over my boy. If worst case scenario happens, I'll pray for strength, but for now.... I just need a prayer for a true miracle. This is awful. I'm trying so hard to retain my inner light. Please, please pray for this little baby boy. There is a 33% chance that the test was wrong, according to false positive reports in case studies. So I'm praying that I'm part of that 1/3 group. Please pray to God for this miracle.
God’s Love Letter to You;
My Child
You may not know me, but I know everything about you. Psalm 139:1
I know when you sit down and when you rise up Psalm 139:2
I am familiar with all your ways…Psalm 139:3
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered…Matthew 10:29-31
For you were made in my image…Genesis 1:27
In me you live and move and have your being.Acts 17:28
I knew you even before you were conceived…Jeremiah 1:4-5
I chose you when I planned creation. Ephesians 1:11-12
You were not a mistake…Psalm 139:15-16
For all your days are written in my book…Psalm 139:15-16
I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live…Acts 17:26
You are fearfully and wonderfully made. Psalm 139:14
I knit you together in your mother’s womb. Psalm 139:13
And brought you forth on the day your were born…Psalm 71:6
I have been misrepresented by those who don’t know me…John 8:41-44
I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love…1 John 4:16
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you. 1 John 3:1
Simply because you are my child and I am your Father…1 John 3:1
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could…Matthew 7:11
For I am the perfect Father…Matthew 5:48
Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand James 1:17
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs. Matthew 6:31-33
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope…Jeremiah 29:11
Because I love you with an everlasting love. Jeremiah 31:3
My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore…Psalm 139:17-18
And I rejoice over you with singing…Zephaniah 3:17
I will never stop doing well to you…Jeremiah 32:40
For you are my treasured possession…Exodus 19:5
I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul…Jeremiah 32:41
And I want to show you great and marvelous things. Jeremiah 33:3
If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me. Deuteronomy 4:29
Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart…Psalm 37:4
For it is I who gave you those desires. Philippians 2:13
I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine…Ephesians 3:20
For I am your greatest encourager. 2 Thessalonians 2:16-17
I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles…2 Corinthians 1:3-4
When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you. Psalm 34:18
As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart…Isaiah 40:11
One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes Revelation 21:3-4
And I’ll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth…Revelation 21:4
I am your Father and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus…John 17:23
For in Jesus my love for you is revealed…John 17:26
He is the exact representation of my being. Hebrews 1:3
He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you…Romans 8:31
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins. 2 Corinthians 5:18-19
His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you…1 John 4:10
And I’ll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth…Revelation 21:4
I am your Father and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus…John 17:23
For in Jesus my love for you is revealed…John 17:26
He is the exact representation of my being. Hebrews 1:3
He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you…Romans 8:31
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins. 2 Corinthians 5:18-19
His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you…1 John 4:10
I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love…Romans 8:32
If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me…1 John 2:23
And nothing will ever separate you from my love again…Romans 8:38-39
Come home and I’ll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen…Luke 15:7
I have always been Father and always will be Father Ephesians 3:14-15
My question is…Will you be my child?...John 1:12-13
I am waiting for you…Luke 15:11-32
Love, Your Dad
Almighty God