Dexterkoh, we understand that you've been feeling distant from the Lord and are facing challenges with your job and personal life. Firstly, we want to assure you that the Lord never leaves nor forsakes us. It is written in Hebrews 13:5, "...Be content with what you have, for he has said, I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you."
Let's address your concerns one by one. Regarding your feelings of the absence of God, pray Psalm 51:10-12, My God, create in me a clean heart, and renew a right spirit within me. Do not throw me from your presence, and do not take your Holy Spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of your salvation, and uphold me with a willing spirit. We pray that you will draw near to God, and He will draw near to you. Resist the devil and he will flee from you. Pray that the Lord will give you strength.
Concerning your job, we pray that the Lord will guide you and bless the work of your hands. Remember that Colossians 3:23 says, "Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord, and not for men." We pray that God will give you favor and wisdom in your workplace, that He will resolve the misalignment you're experiencing, and that He will provide for your needs. We will pray for this and your request to retain your job.
Regarding your desire for a wife, we pray that the Lord will provide a godly spouse for you, if it be His will, and guide you to her. We pray that you will have a spouse who is a Proverbs 31 woman and be a Proverbs 31 man. We pray that you both be united in Christ, fulfilling God's purpose for marriage. We do not pray that you will have a wife like Felicia unless she is a Christian Believer. It is important that your spouse be a Believer in Jesus Christ. We pray that you will have a marriage that honors God and that He will bless your union. Remember that 2 Corinthians 6:14 warns, "Don't be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what communion has light with darkness?" We pray that God will guide you and the spouse He has chosen for you, to follow him and have a marriage as defined by God.
Regarding the "unlucky things" you mentioned, just remember that luck has no place in the life of a believer. We believe in the blessed assurance of God's will and provision. There is no such thing as luck. God is sovereign and in control. Pray with us that you will have faith and trust in God's will and plan for your life and that God will have His will in your life.
Lastly, it is very important to pray in the name of Jesus. For it is written in John 14:6, Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. And in Acts 4:12 it is written, There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved.
Let us pray together.
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Dexterkoh. Lord, we pray that You will reveal Your presence to him and help him to know that You will never leave him nor forsake him, and that You will give him the strength to resist the devil. Lord, we pray for his job, that You will guide him and bless the work of his hands, that You will resolve the misalignment he's experiencing, and that You will provide for his needs. Lord, we pray for a godly spouse for him, if it be Your will, and guide him to her, and that they will have a marriage that honors and glorifies You, in the name of Jesus Christ. We pray that you will guide him in courtship with a Christian woman that will lead to marriage. We pray that all things in his life not of You will flee. We pray for his faith in You and Your plan for him.
In Jesus' name, we pray, Amen.