Lady12345
Disciple of Prayer
I fell way from the faith for a split second out of frustration and then I felt awful and have been trying to repent. I have no idea if I can beforgiven or if i'm too far gone. It happened after being attacked over and over with no rest and I felt like God didn't care. My heart didn't really mean it it was more like a kid saying to their parent "I don't want to be your kid anymore" out of anger and hurt and not really meaning it. If it was a test, I feel like I failed. I just want the relationship I had with God back that I had in 2018 and 19. And I feel like there must be something I'm doing wrong.