i feel so dead inside i dont ...

[Wylandadh]

i feel so dead inside i dont care about anything my heart has become so dead and cold i just want Jesus to come back i was a different person in His presence, now all i do is chain smoking i feel like im gonna start screaming and smash up my flat and end up in mental hospital again. I cant fast properly at the moment i didnt fast as much as i planned over lent but i still lost a lot of weight, im trying to fast just 2 days a week now but one of those days was meant to be today but i have just been eating all day. i got my valium yesterday a months worth im only meant to take 2 a week for extreme stress but i have taken them all i slept for hours it was so nice to have a rest from my constant evil thoughts and smoking but now i just feel worse. im constantly questioning and doubting God for all the suffering in the world i know i brought all my suffering on myself but there are so many people especially innocent children suffering its like God doesnt care but on the other hand i know thats not true because when i felt His presence I just knew He was love and all my questions just faded away i didnt ask Him anything i just felt trust. i dont know how much longer i can carry on like this please pray i still believe in the power of prayer im trying to pray but sometimes i can only stay on my knees for about 10 minutes and then the evil desire to smoke just overwhelms me please pray im on the broad way to hell and i dont know how to stop unless jesus ocomes back i will be lost forever. thanks for praying.

 

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