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I feel pressure on everyside, my heart is overwhelmed, I am praying but the heaviness just won't lift. My joy, my strength, my marriage, my finances, every area, God I need your help. I toss and turn all night, I wake up with headaches, I go to sleep with headaches. How am I gonna make it? My bills superceed my income by almost $500 a month, my husband is still not working. I have to cancel doctor appointments and tests, because I cant afford the co-pay. No food in my house. Lights scheduled to be cut off on Thursday, I don't understand. I am praying, striving for holiness, I stay in church, biblestudy, and prayer. I am a worship leader, what am I doing wrong, I am praying for a miracle. Lord Help Me through this. I have always done things the right way, Always been a hard worker, always had a good name. Now even that appears to be tested. In December of 2010, I lost my job due to budget cuts, (no warnings, showed up to work and was told my entire department was being abolished effective immediately), a few months later, I lost my car, and my home, and outstanding debts. All I want to do is pay those that I owe, to be what 1 Corinthians 4:2 talks of, being a good steward, to be found faithful. Please pray with me, I need every prayer that I can get that things will turn around in my life.