brybye22
Disciple of Prayer
I feel like I just need strength right now, and guidance. I feel wrong spewing out my problems but I am desperate, I really want things to go my way, and it makes me feel like a brat. I pray for the wisdom to be able to see the good in every situations, and for the strength to be able to handle when things do not go my way and just to get thru these things. I am 18 and live a great life, I know I take alot for granted, especially my health and my family. Usually it takes a sad major event to happen for somebody to change and start being a better more positive person. I just pray that God will come into my heart without something big needing to happen. I am desperate. I know I am a sinner, and I pray for forgiveness. I don't want to believe that God is punishing me for something I did wrong. I pray for a better relationship with God and for a more positive outlook on life. I have seriously messed up really bad. I feel like my whole life may have been ruined by a stupid mistake I made. I just want to be happy. I pray that God will fill me up with love and that I can be the same happy person I once was. As I said before, I do feel like a brat for posting this, but I don't know what else to do. Thank you for reading this and for praying for me whoever you are. God Bless you.