Barbara Barbett
Prayer Partner
Lord I come to you today so heavy I cant even pick myself up, Lord there is so much pain emotionally that I can not bare it any longer, I pray and pray but it feels as though it is on def ears,like maybe I really dont matter maybe I am not one of your chosen, Lord I pray that you will deliver me from myself mentally emotionally Lord I just cant take this anymore Lord your word tells us its not good for man to be alone yet here I sit even when I go to your house everybody seems to run like I have the a illness that is spreading but I dont I am just very hurt and lonely I have prayed for my husband and myself to get back together my daughter to talk to me again I have been 7 LONG months by myself with my own mind I have been to counseling and it helps when I am there but then I have to come home where all the pain is there to remind me I cry to you Lord please Also Lord if it is your will for what seems like I am going insane just please heal those that I love with all my heart and please dont allow them to go through the pain that I am experiencing Please forgive them for there wrong doing and me also Lord I have beg for direction please Lord give me direction scream it at me because you know I am hard of hearing due to the problems that I know you can heal and restore but my mind wont let me concentrate on the fact that you are working this all out for my good and your glory I LOVE you Jesus thank you for loving a sinner like me and yes believe me I know I dont deserve anything so thank you for your grace mercy In Jesus name Amen