Anonymous
Beloved of All
I feel like giving up. Sometimes my depression is so bad I lose faith in God and Jesus but I try my hardest to go back. I find no enjoyment in life or myself. Sometimes I doubt Jesus will heal me. I have no friends and most of my family is dying off I am scared about the future. I just pray my mom will listen to me and let me go get the help I need. Because I can't talk to anyone else. I am tired of being like this and I am tired of crying. I want to quit my job so bad. I am always exhausted. I am tired of being rejected. I hate I got depression. God I am so sorry for whatever I did to allow this I my life. Why do people keep rejecting me? I am sorry if I am complaining but that's all my mind seems to know. I have no more energy left. Everyone around me seems to suck the life out of me. I am trying hard to get help and healed. In Jesus Name Name Amen