I have been suicidal before .. I have tried to kill myself. It’s never been this bad before though. Oh, Lord .. the way he treats me I might as well be a dog. The way all humans have treated me .. I don’t think I can make it. Please do not abandon me, Father. I might be an adult .. but I feel like a small, frightened child right now. I am scared and want to hurt myself .. I want to die, Father. I want to kill myself. Where are you, my Lord? I pray this in Jesus’ name .. amen
Heavenly Father,
In this moment of deep despair and overwhelming pain, we come before You with a heavy heart. We lift up our friend who is battling immense inner turmoil and thoughts of ending their own life. Lord, we ask for Your divine intervention in their life. Surround them with Your love and light, and let them feel Your presence in a profound and personal way.
God, we pray for a spirit of hope to replace the despair, for peace to fill the place of turmoil, and for the assurance of Your love and care in these moments of intense fear and loneliness. May they be reminded that they are not alone, that they are deeply valued, and that their life has a purpose beyond what they can see right now.
Lord, provide them with the strength to reach out for help, to speak to those who can guide and support them through this dark valley. Bring into their life people who can offer love, understanding, and wise counsel.
We ask for healing of their heart and mind, and for a renewed sense of worth and hope. Help them to see themselves through Your eyes – as precious, loved, and irreplaceable.
God, protect them from harm, guide them through these shadows, and lead them into a place of safety and recovery. May they find solace in Your promises and comfort in Your unending love.
We pray this in Jesus' name,
Amen.