Lost60
Disciple of Prayer
I feel like a hypocrite because I have been away so long from this site. I do need prayers and at first I was dedicated but became lax. I go to Church every week, but I have become lax at prayers although i have tried very hard to resume. I work full time and i have been under a great deal of stress. I have no one helping me, my own brother doesnt help nor cares.i have been doing a lot on my own, helping others to the point that i have been exhausted. I feel guilty because I do need prayers and i feel i have neglected the Lord. I returned to this site because of a crisis again im facing and im begging the Lord for forgiveness because He will see that Im returning in when I need Him and I dont want him to think its only when i need help because i have tried but fall asleep and ive been feeling tense and in need to relax. I had to move due to an intolerant situation which i was threatened by this person and things have been difficult. The police did not help, and i am owed money as well. I have 2 pending court actions now relating to housing matters. I have been praying that i get the apartment that i have had that was not returned to me after the fire, and things have been very difficult. i am tired of shifting around and want to settle in my dwelling and not have to be couch surfing any more. I pray for the Lord to return me to my former dwelling where i can rebuild myself since i am very attached to the place. I want to be closer to the Lord since He is all I have and even if I had familial support or whatever, I still would make Him a part of my life. Lord Jesus please wrap your protective guiding arms around me. Amen.