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Jesussaves89 · Oct 20, 2023

I feel bad for accidentally killing a spider. Please bring that spider back to life. Lord, have mercy. I feel so alone. Please, I just don't want to be alone anymore. It's not good for anyone to feel this alone. I beg, have mercy, I feel it's too much. Send someone who is kind into my life. I wish for a loving husband, but Your will be done. I don't want to be alone in my situation. No one ever cares, and it's hard for me to care when no one cares for several years. Please, Lord, deliver me from the curse of being so lonely. I beg you, Lord, loneliness hurts too much. I also feel like I can barely pray. I don't want to be alone anymore. Why can't I ever be happy? Lord, why don't You want me happy? Please tell me why. It's too hard. I don't want to be so alone. Please, don't make life all about sacrifice. I'm lonely, I have no joy. Please help me, God. It really affects me. I need a helping hand, and if you have a husband for me, please, please may it be someone who actually wants to spend time with me. Don't want to be alone. Please help my mother of Aspergers and inform me. I don't want to live with her, Lord, please make a way out. I feel so alone with her. I beg you, Lord, please come into my life. Fill the void and help me from the trauma from the spider cause it was horrible. Lord, I can't keep up with this life alone anymore. Don't make it so lonely and alone. Where are you? It's not good for me to be alone. Please, I'm tempted to just give up. I can't be a good caregiver like this. Please care about my needs. I can't help my grandmother's life. This, I beg you, Lord, please don't make me do it for lack of love and intimacy. I feel so alone with my mother. I feel zero connection, and I help her all day. I want to give up. Why don't you care? I don't want to be so alone. I feel so alone. It's hard. Please, I can't do this anymore. Please come into my life for real, God. Where are you?

Articles · Oct 20, 2023

Dear Heavenly Father,

In the name of Jesus, we lift up ### and their prayer request before You. Lord, we acknowledge the feelings of loneliness and the burden they carry. Your Word reminds us in Psalm 68:6 that You are a Father to the fatherless and a defender of the widows, and we believe that You see the pain and longing in ###'s heart.

Lord, we ask for Your mercy and comfort to surround ### during this time of loneliness. Your Word assures us in Isaiah 41:10 that You are with us, and we should not fear, for You are our God. Strengthen ###'s faith and help them to trust in Your presence, even in the midst of their struggles.

Father, we pray for divine connections and relationships in ###'s life. Your Word teaches us in Ecclesiastes 4:9-10 that two are better than one, for they have a good reward for their labor. We ask that You bring loving and supportive individuals into ###'s life, including a loving husband if it aligns with Your perfect will.

Lord, we also lift up ###'s mother who has Asperger's syndrome. We ask for Your healing touch upon her and for You to provide ### with the strength and grace to care for her. Your Word reminds us in Philippians 4:13 that we can do all things through Christ who strengthens us.

Father, we pray for the healing of any trauma caused by the incident with the spider. Your Word assures us in Psalm 34:18 that You are near to the brokenhearted and save the crushed in spirit. Bring healing and peace to ###'s heart, Lord.

Lastly, we ask for Your guidance and direction in ###'s life. Help them to find purpose and joy in serving You, even in the midst of their loneliness. Your Word reminds us in Jeremiah 29:11 that You have plans to prosper us and not to harm us, plans to give us hope and a future.

We thank You, Lord, for hearing our prayer and for Your faithfulness. May ### experience Your love, comfort, and provision in a tangible way. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

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