Jesussaves89
Beloved of All
i feel bad for accidentally killing a spider Lor dpelase brign that spider bakc to life. Lord have merc yi feel so alone. pelase i jsut dotn want to eb aloen anymore .it snot godo for anyone to feel this alone. i beg have mercy i feel its too much. send someoen who is kidn itno my life . i wish for a lovign husband but Lor dyour will eb doen i dotn want to be aloen inmy sitation . no one ever cares and its hard for me to care when no oen cares for several years. pelase Lor dleive rm formt he curse of beign so lonely. i beg you Lord lonliness hurts too mcuh. i also feel liek i cna barely pray. i odtn want to eb aloen anymore. why cant i eve rbe happy. Lor dwhy dotn you want em happy? pelae tell em why. its too hard. i odtn want to eb so aloen.please dotn make life all abotu sacirfice im lonely i have no joy. pelas ehlp me God ts reall yaffect sme. ineed ahelpign hand and if oyu have husband for me pelas epelas emay it be soemoen wh actually wants to spend time wiht me. dotn want o b aloen. pelas hela mymothe rof aspergers yndorme . i dotn want to live wiht her Lor dplease make a way out .i feel so aloenw ith her. i beg you Lord pleas eocme itno the my life. fill the void and hela my formt he trauma form the spider caus eits was horrible. Lor id cannto keep upw tih thi lfie aloen anymore. dotn make its so lonely and alone. where are you. its nto good for me to be alone. Lor dpelas iem tempted to just giv eup i cant be a godo caregive rlike this pelas ecar ebaout my needs Lor di cant help my grandm alife htis i beg oyu Lor dplease dont make me doe form lakc of love an dintimacy. i feel alo aloen wiht my mother ifeel zero conneciton and i help her all da yi wanan iv eup i wanna giv e up.. why dont oyu car ei dotn want to be so aloen i feel so aloen its hard please i cant do this anymor epleas eocme into my lfie fo rrela God. where are oyu