I fall apart every time I talk to my husband, I am so heartbroken. I hate feeling this unrest and anxiety. I hadn’t responded to him in days because I was upset that he was supposed to see the kids and they were waiting for him all day. He has someone new even though We just had a baby. I don’t want him to abandon his responsibilities for that new woman. I just had a baby 3 weeks ago and my life has been a mess. I stopped school this month because I couldn’t afford to pay my out of pocket cost. I have no job, I had to quit because of all the problems my husband created for me. I need to care for my kids and give them a better life, please help me. I feel so hopeless. May god please forgive me if I did anything to deserve this. I am in so much pain and I can’t take it anymore. I need strength to be a good single mother and I need to come to peace with everything and let this man go. I don’t want to love him anymore. He’s done nothing but hurt me and his kids. I plea to god for help out of this situation. No choice I make makes anything better. Idk what to do.