Anonymous
Beloved of All
I'm to the point where I dread waking up each morning. I have stress and worries about my health and the health of my family. Stress on the job with customers who are angry and demanding 24/7. A boss that should be fired for what he's doing to employees and his aiming to get me fired. He's writing me up and lying to his boss. I come back and present the facts but his boss and HR department are ignoring the facts and supporting him. No wonder why people don't want to work anymore or walk away from jobs.
The harassment and micro-managing by this supervisor makes it hell to work in and around. It makes my attitude worse, causes headaches and other issues within my body. Does no good to report to their boss or HR. They are in on it. Its a company that most people know. They pretend to care about their employees but its all a numbers game. Its all about the money and they crap on their employees daily. I've watched too many good employees leave or get fired unjustly after them working for the company many years.
I have prayed an unbelievably long time for God to hear and answer prayers. If I hear one more person say "Gods timing" .... Grrrr!!!! I'm sick of hearing it!!! After a while it becomes nothing more than a cliche people hide behind. People need to stop saying it. It's patronizing!
My heart sinks when I find a piece of paper that I jotted some notes on regarding what I'm praying and believing God to do. Everything on that list is in the word of God. I look at the date that I wrote it and note the righteous prayers and requests are from as long as 15 years ago...
Yet people say that God delights himself in answering the prayers of his children. The bible says "While they are still speaking, I will hear and answer" - Isaiah 65:24. Verses like "Healing is the childrens bread". "By his (Jesus( stripes we are healed". "Give and it shall be given unto you, good measure, pressed down shaken together, running over shall men give unto your bosom". Well OVER 25 YEARS I have been giving, praying, believing, sewing seeds. When does the harvest come? What crop takes 25 years for a harvest? (Rhetorical question)
God I am still here. Beyond patiently waiting. I am asking firmly. Confidently and boldly (AS YOUR WORD STATES) to the throne of grace. Asking for you to move quickly on my behalf. I always do my best to help and encourage others. I'm the one in need God. Look down with mercy and grace. Shine upon me and my family. You know every single prayer I've offered up in faith. I'm losing hope. My faith has been shaken. Show yourself to me. Answer quickly Lord God! Restore my faith and hope. I will give you praise honor and glory!!
Lord I will maintain this as long as I'm alive. If you're not going to answer - PLEASE.. Take me in my sleep to be with my mom in heaven. I can't handle more loss in my life. I've lost too many relatives from the darn jabs! *Blood clots, major strokes* And yes, I have the medical education to say this with certainty!!! God protect our family. C0vid and upper respiratory illness are in and around our community again. My dear dad and my siblings and me don't need this. Dad was already in the hospital for c0vid at the beginning this year. Protect us and cover us in Jesus precious blood. Keep us out of that hospital that killed my mother!!! NO SICKNESS, NO HOSPITALIZATION IN JESUS NAME!
God I am tired of being all alone. Fake friends. People who only give lip service or look me up when they need me. Tired of canned responses to prayer needs. I got no support system. The churches in my area are gossip central and I wont go back without a mate in my life. Even the pastors and staff wag their tongues. Wolves in sheep clothing. I've seen and experienced it too many times. Lord you know the churches and pastors!!! TRC, CLC, NF, etc. You know the details.
The harassment and micro-managing by this supervisor makes it hell to work in and around. It makes my attitude worse, causes headaches and other issues within my body. Does no good to report to their boss or HR. They are in on it. Its a company that most people know. They pretend to care about their employees but its all a numbers game. Its all about the money and they crap on their employees daily. I've watched too many good employees leave or get fired unjustly after them working for the company many years.
I have prayed an unbelievably long time for God to hear and answer prayers. If I hear one more person say "Gods timing" .... Grrrr!!!! I'm sick of hearing it!!! After a while it becomes nothing more than a cliche people hide behind. People need to stop saying it. It's patronizing!
My heart sinks when I find a piece of paper that I jotted some notes on regarding what I'm praying and believing God to do. Everything on that list is in the word of God. I look at the date that I wrote it and note the righteous prayers and requests are from as long as 15 years ago...
Yet people say that God delights himself in answering the prayers of his children. The bible says "While they are still speaking, I will hear and answer" - Isaiah 65:24. Verses like "Healing is the childrens bread". "By his (Jesus( stripes we are healed". "Give and it shall be given unto you, good measure, pressed down shaken together, running over shall men give unto your bosom". Well OVER 25 YEARS I have been giving, praying, believing, sewing seeds. When does the harvest come? What crop takes 25 years for a harvest? (Rhetorical question)
God I am still here. Beyond patiently waiting. I am asking firmly. Confidently and boldly (AS YOUR WORD STATES) to the throne of grace. Asking for you to move quickly on my behalf. I always do my best to help and encourage others. I'm the one in need God. Look down with mercy and grace. Shine upon me and my family. You know every single prayer I've offered up in faith. I'm losing hope. My faith has been shaken. Show yourself to me. Answer quickly Lord God! Restore my faith and hope. I will give you praise honor and glory!!
Lord I will maintain this as long as I'm alive. If you're not going to answer - PLEASE.. Take me in my sleep to be with my mom in heaven. I can't handle more loss in my life. I've lost too many relatives from the darn jabs! *Blood clots, major strokes* And yes, I have the medical education to say this with certainty!!! God protect our family. C0vid and upper respiratory illness are in and around our community again. My dear dad and my siblings and me don't need this. Dad was already in the hospital for c0vid at the beginning this year. Protect us and cover us in Jesus precious blood. Keep us out of that hospital that killed my mother!!! NO SICKNESS, NO HOSPITALIZATION IN JESUS NAME!
God I am tired of being all alone. Fake friends. People who only give lip service or look me up when they need me. Tired of canned responses to prayer needs. I got no support system. The churches in my area are gossip central and I wont go back without a mate in my life. Even the pastors and staff wag their tongues. Wolves in sheep clothing. I've seen and experienced it too many times. Lord you know the churches and pastors!!! TRC, CLC, NF, etc. You know the details.