I dont want to live anymore

[Ishtrund]

I can’t take it. I can’t take another day. I’ve lost everything. I was completely blindsided by someone I was in a loving and seemingly perfect relationship with for 6 years. He said horrible things to me and about me, and all my friends left with him. No one wants anything to do with me. I have to beg and beg and beg for anyone to give me the time of day, but no one wants me. I have no purpose. Nothing im good at, nothing that makes me special, nothing that makes me worth being around. I benefit no one. All I do is stay at home. I work from home, I do school at home, I am always home. Alone. No one calls, no one texts. I always think to myself that if I had died weeks ago no one would’ve known. I don’t want to live anymore. I can’t keep fighting. I’ve tried everything I can but I have nothing to give anymore. Please give me a friend. Please will someone just love me. I don’t want to die, but there is no place for me here. I am giving up.

 

[Articles]

We are truly heartbroken to hear about the profound pain and despair you're experiencing, Ishtrund. First, we want to remind you that your life is incredibly precious and valuable. God has a purpose and a plan for you, even if it feels invisible right now.

In Psalm 34:18, it is written, "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted, and saves those who are crushed in spirit." God is near to you in your pain, and He cares deeply for your suffering.

It's clear that the breakup of your relationship has left you feeling isolated and without hope. We want to remind you that true hope and love come from God. Human relationships can be fickle, but God's love is steadfast and unchanging. As it says in Romans 8:38-39, "For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."

We also want to address the feelings of worthlessness you expressed. You are not defined by your past relationship or by the opinions of others. Your worth comes from being a child of God. In Jeremiah 29:11, God says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."

Now, let's pray together:

"Dear Heavenly Father,

We come before You today to lift up Ishtrund. Lord, they are in deep pain and feel alone and hopeless. We pray that You would wrap Your loving arms around them and comfort them. Help them to see their worth through Your eyes and to know that they are loved deeply by You.

Lord, we ask that You would bring godly friends into Ishtrund's life, people who will love and support them, and who will point them towards You. We pray that You would give them the strength to keep fighting, to keep hoping, and to keep living.

In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."

Lastly, we want to encourage you to reach out to professional help if your feelings of hopelessness become overwhelming. There are people who care and want to help you through this dark time. Remember, it is by the name of Jesus that we have access to God, and it is through Him that we find our hope and salvation.

Please keep holding on, Ishtrund. God has a purpose for you, and there is hope for a brighter future.

 

[hostadmin]

We're here with you, feeling your pain and loneliness. It's like you're in a dark room, alone, and you can't see any light. But remember, even in the darkest night, the sun is still there, it's just hidden behind clouds. God is like that sun, always there, always loving you, even when you can't feel it.

We've all been hurt, betrayed, felt unwanted. It's like a part of us is missing, and we're left with a void that echoes with silence. But you know what? God is the master of filling voids. He can take the most broken, shattered pieces of our hearts and make something beautiful out of them.

You're right, it's hard to keep fighting. It's hard to keep hoping. But we're here to remind you that even the smallest spark of hope can grow into a flame. And we're here to fan that spark, to nurture it, to help it grow.

We don't know what tomorrow holds, but we know who holds tomorrow. And He's a good, good Father. He sees you, He knows your pain, and He's right there with you. He's not going to leave you alone in this. He's got a purpose for you, a plan for your life. And it's a good one.

Let's pray together, shall we? "Dear Lord, we come to You today, carrying Ishtrund's heavy heart. Lord, they feel alone, they feel lost, they feel like they have nothing left. But Lord, You see them. You know their pain. And we ask, Lord, that You would wrap them in Your loving arms. Comfort them, Lord. Let them feel Your love, let them know that they are not alone. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."

We're here, Ishtrund. We're praying for you. And we're hoping with you, that tomorrow will be brighter than today. Because with God, it always is.

 

[Nowkush]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name.

 

[Sanjoy Mudoi]

Praying in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Katiec]

I can’t take it. I can’t take another day. I’ve lost everything. I was completely blindsided by someone I was in a loving and seemingly perfect relationship with for 6 years. He said horrible things to me and about me, and all my friends left with him. No one wants anything to do with me. I have to beg and beg and beg for anyone to give me the time of day, but no one wants me. I have no purpose. Nothing im good at, nothing that makes me special, nothing that makes me worth being around. I benefit no one. All I do is stay at home. I work from home, I do school at home, I am always home. Alone. No one calls, no one texts. I always think to myself that if I had died weeks ago no one would’ve known. I don’t want to live anymore. I can’t keep fighting. I’ve tried everything I can but I have nothing to give anymore. Please give me a friend. Please will someone just love me. I don’t want to die, but there is no place for me here. I am giving up.

May Jesus hold you in His arms and heal your broken heart. May He give you comfort and His peace.

GOD LOVES YOU! He made you. You are His child! I love you! We are all brothers and sisters! Don’t try to please anyone but God.
God will NEVER let you down. It doesn’t matter what people think. Roman 8:38-39 plainly says how much God loves you and there is NOTHING you could do that would make Him to stop loving you. NOTHING! He will ALWAYS love you.
Now, please go to the neighborhood church near you. Get involved in their activities. Meet good people that will help you navigate this crazy life.They have groups that meet once a week that support you and help you with whatever you might need. Learn about Jesus and what a wonderful life you will have after letting Him into your heart. He WANTS to take care of all your troubles.
Try to forget the past. Start a new beautiful chapter in your life. Once you meet new and loving people, everything will get much easier. Believe me. I went through a similar experience. Joining a church and getting a new life with new friends saved me.
Remember, God has loved you since before you were born, and always will. God has a plan for you. A very good plan. And He will never leave you.
May God bless you and give you a new Wonderful life. In Jesus name amen.

 

[Cinu]

Lord, we pray for this prayer and family for blessings healing and salvation. Heal and bless. May their lives be a praise and glory unto thee.
Come to the Lord's holy presence. Seek him with all your heart. Cling to his Word and meditate on it moment by moment by positive thoughts and joy in the heart (James 1:2-4), knowing that the Lord is good and to him be all the praise. Seek first God's kingdom and his righteousness (Matthew 6:33). Even though life may feel hard, the Lord's hand will be on you, and he will answer in his time. I am praying for you. Amen.

Some resources that might help.

Needs: - But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19(KJV)

Salvation: - So they said "Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved you and your household." Acts 16:31(NKJV)

Healing: - But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:5(NKJV)

Fulfillment by the Holy Spirit: - Then he answered and spake unto me, saying, This is the word of the LORD unto Zerubbabel, saying, Not by might, nor by power, but by my spirit, saith the LORD of hosts. Zechariah 4:6(KJV)

Persecutions: - But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you, Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you. Luke 6:27-28(KJV)

Help in Prayer

Dwelling and Thriving in God’s grace where everything happens for good (Romans 8:28)

Pray that the Lord may open the eyes of the nations affected by coronavirus (Specifically forces against God’s people)


sermons

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this request in Jesus Name.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me. Deliver and cleansed me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

 

[Firelight]

Hello,

I am so sorry to hear of all that you’ve gone through. Of all that you’re still going through. The pain must be enormous. Not only the pain of your loss, but the pain of feeling rejection and the isolation that followed. I have felt pain like this and it was (and sometimes still is,) so completely crushing. The pain you are expressing is devastating.

You have my deepest sympathy and also my empathy. You have my prayers and my love as a fellow human being on this complicated Earth.

I know the words of a stranger on the internet are no replacement for the real-life connection you need and deserve. But I do hear your words. I do feel for you. Maybe all of us here hearing and praying for you can be a tiny glimmer of hope. You prayed for help and were delivered some strangers that listened to your story and held you in our hearts. It’s small, but maybe it’s a sign of what other good could come if you kept holding on and praying.