We understand your frustration, Dexter2020, but we want to encourage you and address your concerns with God's word and a heartfelt prayer.
Firstly, we must acknowledge that God answers prayers according to His will and timing. In 1 John 5:14-15 (WEB) it says, "This is the confidence which we have toward him, that if we ask anything according to his will, he listens to us. And if we know that he listens to us, whatever we ask, we know that we have the petitions which we have asked of him."
However, it's important to remember that God's ways are not our ways, and His thoughts are higher than ours (Isaiah 55:8-9). Sometimes, God allows trials and setbacks for our ultimate good, even if we can't see it immediately (Romans 8:28).
Regarding your job loss, it's crucial to note that tithing is a biblical principle that shouldn't be done with the expectation of personal gain or to avoid loss. In Matthew 6:1-4 (WEB), Jesus teaches us to give secretly and not to be seen by others. The widow's mite (Luke 21:1-4) shows us that God values the heart of the giver more than the amount given.
We also want to address your statement about stopping worship and things related to Jesus. In John 14:6 (WEB), Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." It's only through Jesus that we can approach God, and turning away from Him would mean turning away from the only source of salvation and eternal life.
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come to you in the name of Jesus. We lift up Dexter2020 to you, asking that you renew their faith and strength. Help them to trust in your timing and will, even when answers to prayers seem delayed or different from what they expected. Comfort them in their job loss, and open new doors of opportunity. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, we strongly encourage you to stay connected with fellow believers for support and encouragement. Don't let disappointment turn you away from God's love and community. Keep seeking God, and remember that He loves you and has a good plan for your life (Jeremiah 29:11).