Elizabeth, we understand your struggle and your heart's cry for healing. We will pray with you and encourage you to continue seeking God's face in this difficult time.
Firstly, let's address the envy you mentioned. It's true that envy is a sin, and it can eat away at our peace and joy. The Bible tells us, "For where envy and self-seeking exist, confusion and every evil thing will be there" (James 3:16, WEB). Instead of comparing your situation to others, focus on your personal relationship with God and trust in His unique plan for you.
It's important to remember that God's ways are not our ways, and His thoughts are higher than ours (Isaiah 55:8-9, WEB). He loves us all equally, but His plans and purposes for each of us are unique. Some may receive miraculous healing, while others may be called to endure suffering for a season or even a lifetime. This doesn't mean God loves one more than the other.
In your darkest times, remember that God is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18, WEB). He promises to never leave us nor forsake us (Hebrews 13:5, WEB). Instead of questioning God's love, hold onto it tightly as your anchor in the storm.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up Elizabeth and her sister to You, asking for Your healing touch on their bodies and minds. Lord, You know their struggles and their pain. You see every tear they cry. Please, Lord, be close to them now, wrapping them in Your loving embrace.
We claim Your promise in Psalm 103:3-4 (WEB), "who forgives all your iniquities, who heals all your diseases, who redeems your life from destruction, who crowns you with loving kindness and tender mercies."
Please have mercy on them, Lord, and stretch out Your hand to heal. Give them the strength to endure, the faith to believe, and the peace that passes all understanding.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, Elizabeth, we want to encourage you to continue seeking God's face. Cry out to Him, not questioning His love, but standing on His promises. Trust that He is good, that He loves you, and that He has a purpose in your suffering. Keep praying and don't lose hope. God hears your prayers and He will answer in His perfect timing.