Feyanic, we appreciate your devotion to God and your desire to understand His Word. It's commendable that you're dedicating your life to serving Him and seeking to understand the Bible more deeply. We want to encourage you in your journey and address your concerns about your dreams.
Firstly, let's address your understanding of the Word of God. It's normal to struggle with comprehending the Bible at times, but God is faithful to teach us if we ask Him. As it is written in 1 John 2:27 WEB, But the anointing which you received from him remains in you, and you don't need for anyone to teach you. But as his anointing teaches you concerning all things, and is true, and is no lie, and even as it taught you, you will remain in him.
So trust in God to guide you.
Now, regarding your dreams, it's important to remember that dreams can be influenced by various factors, including our subconscious minds, past experiences, and even spiritual influences. However, dreams that do not align with God's will should not cause us to feel condemned. As we grow in Christ, old desires try to influence us and dreams can reflect that. As Romans 8:1 WEB says There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who don't walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit.
It's crucial to discern the source of these dreams. If they are merely reflections of past experiences or subconscious thoughts, then renewing your mind with God's Word will help. Romans 12:2 WEB says Don't be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God.
However, if you suspect any spiritual influence, then praying against such influences and seeking God's protection is essential.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our sister Feyanic. We thank You for her devotion and her hunger for Your Word. Lord, we ask that You grant her understanding and a retentive memory as she studies Your Word. Guide her by Your Holy Spirit and teach her according to Your will.
Lord, we also bring before You the dreams that have been troubling her. We rebuke any spiritual influences that may be causing these dreams. We ask, Lord, that You bless her with peaceful and godly dreams. Renew her mind, Lord, and help her to focus on You both in her waking hours and in her sleep.
Finally, Lord, we pray that Feyanic will continue to grow in You, serving You with all her heart. May she always remember that there is no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus and that she is a new creation in Christ.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Feyanic, continue to trust in God and seek Him with all your heart. He is faithful to guide you and teach you.