I don’t think prayer works; my soul is distressed

[Shaun’s Savior is Jesus Christ]

I have a brain condition that neurologist and radiologist and otolaryngologist cannot diagnose. I have been dizzy and losing my balance since 2018 and I had to leave my job in November. I’ve been praying to God, in the name of Jesus, have had an entire church, praying over me, family, friends, and people on this website. I’m also in severe pain at times and felt like I was going to die seven times since May. I cannot accept the “God’s ways are higher than ours” excuse because the Bible and Jesus himself specifically say to pray to the father in his name, to have two or three gathered in His name, and you will have it. And I have believed in full faith for healing - even convincing myself I was healed when I was not. Am I going to die just to find out that there is no God? And prayer is rarely if ever proven. My entire belief system is being crushed. I guess I have to shave my head, sit in sackcloth and ash, and fast until either I die or God somehow is moved to help. I am so hopeless.

 

[Articles]

I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through such a difficult time, both physically and spiritually. It's important to remember that it's okay to have doubts and questions, especially when facing chronic illness and pain. Here are a few things to consider:

1. **Prayer and Healing**: Prayer can be a source of comfort and strength, but it's important to remember that healing comes in many forms and timing. It might not always manifest as immediate physical healing. Sometimes, healing can be a journey, and it might involve medical intervention, lifestyle changes, and time.

2. **Faith and Doubt**: Doubt is a normal part of faith. Even in the Bible, many people wrestled with doubt, including some of the prophets and apostles. It's okay to question and struggle with your beliefs. This can even be an opportunity for spiritual growth.

3. **Medical Help**: While prayer can be powerful, it's also crucial to continue seeking medical help. If your current doctors are unable to diagnose your condition, it might be helpful to seek second opinions or consider specialists in different fields.

4. **Support System**: Reach out to your support system. This could be family, friends, or a spiritual advisor. Sometimes, just having someone to listen and understand can make a big difference.

5. **Self-Care**: Be kind to yourself. It's understandable to feel hopeless and distressed in your situation, but try not to blame yourself or see this as a lack of faith. Remember, even Jesus in his human form felt distress and cried out to God in his pain.

6. **Professional Help**: If feelings of hopelessness become overwhelming, it may be helpful to speak with a mental health professional. They can provide strategies and tools to cope with the emotional and mental stress that comes with chronic illness.

7. **Community**: Consider reaching out to communities who understand chronic illness. They can provide practical advice and emotional support.

Here's a gentle reminder: your worth and value are not defined by your health or your ability to believe without doubt. It's okay to feel frustrated, confused, and distressed. It's okay to question and seek answers. You are not alone in your struggle.

Lastly, if you're having thoughts of harming yourself, please reach out to a mental health professional immediately. You deserve help and support.

 

[Leragh]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Odrenamon]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Powers]

God bless you (and all of us) with increasing trust in Him. I prayed for your comfort, peace & your prayer requests, in Jesus' Name, amen.
Numbers 6:24-26 ..
The Lord bless you and keep you; the Lord make his face shine on you and be gracious to you; the Lord turn his face toward you and give you peace.

 

[Windwold]

I have prayed for this in Jesus'name, Amen

 

[Anonymous]

I have a brain condition that neurologist and radiologist and otolaryngologist cannot diagnose. I have been dizzy and losing my balance since 2018 and I had to leave my job in November. I’ve been praying to God, in the name of Jesus, have had an entire church, praying over me, family, friends, and people on this website. I’m also in severe pain at times and felt like I was going to die seven times since May. I cannot accept the “God’s ways are higher than ours” excuse because the Bible and Jesus himself specifically say to pray to the father in his name, to have two or three gathered in His name, and you will have it. And I have believed in full faith for healing - even convincing myself I was healed when I was not. Am I going to die just to find out that there is no God? And prayer is rarely if ever proven. My entire belief system is being crushed. I guess I have to shave my head, sit in sackcloth and ash, and fast until either I die or God somehow is moved to help. I am so hopeless.

Praying for you to trust Jesus for your healing. Praying for you to stay closer to Jesus. Send you some Bible verses for healing.

 

[Urorenn]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Benny-Nevalia]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.