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[Kate deeyan]

I don't know where to start but all my life I have never held on to happiness for long and that is because it never comes to stay. Am 24, a middle child among three and was dearly loved by my dad most but unfortunately he died when I was six...I know my mom loves me as her child but have seen it all the way that she does not treat me same as my two siblings in otherwards, I never felt like she loved me equal to them...what hurts me most is that not even the guys I meet love me enough or stay neither do all the good things I get....my problem is, I am a very kind person, with a very beautiful soul (at least that's how I feel) and am certain...many of my family members and friends would second me on that one but I have never felt the reciprocal of love or kindness from the important people in my life...! Tonight I decided to make my final try with GOD and I know this is not good but before I searched this site, I was looking for a group called illuminati so that I could live the rest of my life happy since money draws people closer....so I wanted to at least feel what it means to be loved regardless of how unreal it might be. Am in deep sorrow and pain, I am sick and tired of praying because it does not work for me, also tired of crying...please help me, I have silently hated and said horrible things to GOD

 

[HMC1957]

"One reason we have trouble letting go of past hurts is because they had become part of our identity. “I am this way because of how that person mistreated me,” is an excuse we all believed. We feared that if we let go of the anger and record of wrongs and forgave the person who had hurt us, we would lose a part of ourselves, part of our very individuality.

However, Jesus teaches us that such fears are unfounded, that we do not have to hold onto past hurts in order to maintain our identity. He shows us that there is another option - to allow His love and forgiveness to flow from us towards the person who hurt us. And when we do this, instead of anger and the record of past wrongs being part of who we are, Christ’s love and forgiveness becomes part of our identity."
 

Let us pray....

"Lord I kneel before You in humble submission and pray that in Your mercy and kindness You would help me to simply let go of all my past fears and worries, problems and doubts, guilt and disappointments that seem to be filling my heart and mind so often, during the course of a day.

Fill my hurting soul with Your love and peace I pray.. and fill the emptiness and pain that is tearing my life asunder with Yourself I pray. Lord You know what is in my heart and why I am going through this time of past fear and worry. Help me Lord to take every thought captive – to hand it over to You as it rears up in my mind, and help me to replace it with thoughts and words of Scripture that tell of Your great might and wonderful power.

Lord You have told us to think about whatever is lovely and pure and holy and good and I pray that You would help me to turn the eyes of my heart upon Jesus and look to Him day by day, in Jesus name I pray." Amen

 

 

[Matthew01]

"One reason we have trouble letting go of past hurts is because they had become part of our identity. “I am this way because of how that person mistreated me,” is an excuse we all believed. We feared that if we let go of the anger and record of wrongs and forgave the person who had hurt us, we would lose a part of ourselves, part of our very individuality.

However, Jesus teaches us that such fears are unfounded, that we do not have to hold onto past hurts in order to maintain our identity. He shows us that there is another option - to allow His love and forgiveness to flow from us towards the person who hurt us. And when we do this, instead of anger and the record of past wrongs being part of who we are, Christ’s love and forgiveness becomes part of our identity."
 

Let us pray....

"Lord I kneel before You in humble submission and pray that in Your mercy and kindness You would help me to simply let go of all my past fears and worries, problems and doubts, guilt and disappointments that seem to be filling my heart and mind so often, during the course of a day.

Fill my hurting soul with Your love and peace I pray.. and fill the emptiness and pain that is tearing my life asunder with Yourself I pray. Lord You know what is in my heart and why I am going through this time of past fear and worry. Help me Lord to take every thought captive – to hand it over to You as it rears up in my mind, and help me to replace it with thoughts and words of Scripture that tell of Your great might and wonderful power.

Lord You have told us to think about whatever is lovely and pure and holy and good and I pray that You would help me to turn the eyes of my heart upon Jesus and look to Him day by day, in Jesus name I pray." Amen

 

I agree with the words of HMC1957, may God be with you my friend, in Jesus' Name

 

[Newbie]

I am praying for this. May God Bless You.​

 

[mitchandkay]

Kate , you will only find total acceptance and unconditional love with Jesus Christ , if you open your heart to Him , your life will never be the same . The world will offer you things that you want for a short time , but this will leave you empty in the long run . Jesus is the answer to all that you long for . Give your life to the Lord and you will never be sorry that you did . Blessings !

 

[hostadmin]

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