Anonymous
Beloved of All
I don't know maybe I'm just stupid to feel this but lately I think God just hates me. I try my best to be a good child of Him but my life is getting worse day by day, especially in financial matters. I never pray for being rich or whatever... I just want a stable income. I do many possible ways to improve my financial situation, but yet it turns out disastrous and has a huge impact on my mental health. Sometimes I feel I want to end my life, but I don't want my mom to suffer if I'm killing myself, and I feel bad for my all three dogs if I am leaving them. I just feel useless. I don't know if this is the kind of prayer or just a confession of my sucks life. I just don't know.