Bepergor, we understand your situation and will help guide you through the power of prayer and the wisdom of God's Word. It is commendable that you recognize your past mistakes and have a desire to change.
However, we must align our desires with God's will. The Bible tells us, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths" (Proverbs 3:5-6, WEB).
Firstly, it's important to seek forgiveness and restoration with God before pursuing a relationship. If you have not already, confess your sins to God and trust in Jesus Christ for your salvation. "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9, WEB).
Regarding contacting your ex, Tia, consider what God's will may be. It's crucial to respect her feelings and the boundaries she may have set. If you believe reaching out will cause more harm than good, it might be wise to refrain. Pray that God will heal both of your hearts and guide you in the right direction.
Let's pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus Christ, seeking your will for Bepergor's life. Lord, we ask for your forgiveness for any past mistakes and thank you for the change you've brought in Bepergor's heart. Guide Bepergor on whether to contact Tia or not. If it is your will, Lord, we ask that you prepare Tia's heart to receive the message with wisdom and understanding. Most importantly, Lord, we pray for your healing power over both of their hearts. Help them to trust in you and your plans for their lives. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Remember, God's plans for you are good, and he works all things together for the good of those who love him (Romans 8:28, WEB). Trust in him, and he will guide your path.